[.watashi.wa.jisusarinu.des.]

2007-04-25T16:46:00.000+08:00

jessalyn's feelin`

WTH !! im soooo mad hahahas.. well not really... because of this

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[4:42:23 PM] Ivan =].... says :prettier than u?
[4:42:25 PM] 杰西琳 : 君がまっているから。就因为是你。that's why i'm like this. says :yeah
[4:42:26 PM] 杰西琳 : 君がまっているから。就因为是你。that's why i'm like this. says :arbo
[4:42:30 PM] Ivan =].... says :LOL~!!!!!!!
[4:42:31 PM] Ivan =].... says :cannot be le
[4:42:37 PM] Ivan =].... says :my mum say so many gf
[4:42:40 PM] Ivan =].... says :she still like u best
[4:42:44 PM] 杰西琳 : 君がまっているから。就因为是你。that's why i'm like this. says :woah compliment
[4:42:45 PM] 杰西琳 : 君がまっているから。就因为是你。that's why i'm like this. says :hahahs
[4:42:48 PM] Ivan =].... says :she say u got nice features
[4:42:50 PM] Ivan =].... says :i was like -_-
[4:42:56 PM] 杰西琳 : 君がまっているから。就因为是你。that's why i'm like this. says :WTH
[4:42:57 PM] Ivan =].... says :my dad will strongly agree with my mum
[4:42:58 PM] 杰西琳 : 君がまっているから。就因为是你。that's why i'm like this. says :wad u mean
[4:43:02 PM] Ivan =].... says :when they compare jasmine and u
[4:43:03 PM] Ivan =].... says :lOL~!
[4:43:10 PM] Ivan =].... says :my mum say jasmine has a pig nose
[4:43:16 PM] Ivan =].... says :my dad say jasmine got cock eye
[4:43:18 PM] Ivan =].... says :cause she got abit
[4:43:21 PM] Ivan =].... says :but not those serious case
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*psst: BTW this jasmine do not refer to my laopo >_<

so should i get mad cause he doesn't thinks tt my feature are nice? (actually i agree too LOL ) or happy tt his mom still likes me best hehehes...

anyway ytd was a fun night though i missed my last guitar class because of SOMEBODY !! l0ls.. damn driving and getting lost was fun :x hahahs btw 200 pounds beauty was GOOD!! and i cried like 3/4 times even though it was meant to be a comedy hah.. =x

anyway i hope tt ivan gran's operation is gonna be a success !! she's such a nice old lady ;)

-self note: yikes pay att in jap and rmb to call joel 0.0-

2007-04-19T01:33:00.000+08:00

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hahas.. lotsa things happened today :)) and why the abv emoicon you may ask.. why lets just say tt im prayin`... prayin` for acceptance, forgiveness and for a friend; a sister :D lols..

oh anyway nth really interesting happened today except one.. OH YEAH !! the korean clothes tt i ordered online arrived :D was so pleased w the ehh hoodie :x (yikes don't scream at me i just LOVE jackets and hoodies >.<) and well the other was soso.. i don't think i will wear it though LOL !!
geez my mummy was screaming at me, trying to get me to pack my clothes.. whereas i will always reply " okok i get it, later!!" but i have been using this sentence since last yr LOL !! OOPS she threatened tt if she ever sees my clothes thrown about she will throw it away.. lol actually you can find my clothes thrown abt EVERYWHERE !! the iron board, the chair, the sofa, the bed, the table, the piano, the cupboards LOL you get it !! EVERYWHERE but hah NOOO MY CLOTHESS !!
but then again, seriously i have too many clothes but i do not have enough clothes.

get it? contradicting isn't it?
hohoho many people are gonna whack me for saying i do nt have enough clothes LOL however whenever i wear sth once i tend to not touch it ever again unless it's my jackets or i like tt piece !! hohoho so my closet is like a magical cupboard !! i often find 'new' clothes buried underneath hahahas...

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kiasu singaporeans tsk tsk.. shame on us.. i forgot to add on tt, on BEN & JERRY'S FREE CONE DAY, i met an aunty.. she was well in her late-forties/fifties and she was somewhat plump :x tt time was ard 6.50 and as the event will end @ 7 so she quickly went to ask the staff..

Aunty: hey, if i queue now will i still get the ice cream not?
Staff: Don't worry, you'll get it.
Aunty: Sure anot? Make sure i must get it leh !! if not Q for nth !!
Staff: You can rest assure and just Q here :) *smiles*

there i was thinking... oh well i cant say anything since this is my 3rd round (not tt i wanted to !! i was just Q-ing with zl) but then..

Aunty(talking to her husband): sure can get ice cream, GOOD that's what i wanted to hear !! *laughs*
Me(Q-ing behind her): DOTS !! no comments...

On tt day, there will be staffs giving out bnj's paper fans.. kinda cool and cute looking`

Aunty(saw the fan and runs to the person): hey boy, can gimme more of this anot? i want more.

*grabs like 6/7*

okay!! this is seriously WAY TOO KIASU LA !! kns, must have limit also ma dots -.- at least i donated to the bnj funds okay ! :x

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-self note: be sure to pack my cupboard SOMEDAY and donate my unwanted clothes :D -

2007-04-18T00:01:00.000+08:00

jessalyn's feelin`

hah.. my brother's discharged today.. hooray hooray hoo.. OH WAIT !! bad idea !! it means com-snatching time again 0.0 geez... boo hoo hoo i just wished he has a gf so he can go out everyday and don't snatch with me LOL.. soo.. any takers?

Good Points:
#1 - he's smart -> rjc
#2 - he's good in sports -> national gymnast
#3 - he's good to girls -> except me of cause
#4 - he's tanned and ehh sort of well built

LASTLY, but MOST IMPORTANTLY
#5 - he has a HOT sister LOL... jk

and unfortunately he has bad points too..

#1 - he bullies his sister, THATS ME
#2 - com-snatcher !!
#3 - impatient !! just like me muahahhas
#4 - freakin` hot tempered
#5 - BIASED !! he bought a 60+ bucks book for a girl and a lousy keychain for me DOTS lol

well so.. any takers?? age doesn't matter to him because he has older girls falling for him too l0l and i would gladly get rid of him so i can have the com to myself hahahahahs//

anyway know what day is today? well technically ytd cause it's after 12 now.. It's...

BEN N JERRY'S DAY !!

and so it means FREE ICE CREAM at all outlets !! woo hoo !! hahahs i accompanied mokie and val for the first round.. after tt they wanted to have it again so... we went for the second round T_T and it doesn't ends here... ltr zl came and omg i went for the 3RD ROUND just to accompany her !! and im s0o0o sick of ice cream now.. if i see any more ice cream im s0o gonna SCREAM.. yeahh I-SCREAM!!!

(note: pun intended !! get it get it? LOL)

hahahs anyway after the ice cream, i felt sooooo bloated and went for guitar lesson.. woohoo today's the first time i can play sth w/o sounding REAL HORRIBLE !! gosh i really suck @ guitar and i felt a GREAT sense of achievement when i can play a short part smoothly LOL...

hah.. anyway today was a fun day :)) i even met up with weihui in the afternoon.. felt so bad for her as she waited for me for an hr all because..

SOME IDIOTIC KING CALLED ME LAST MINUTE AND WANTED ME TO BRING A CHANGE OF CLOTHES SO THAT HE CAN BE DISCHARGED !!

-self note: do a good job @ piano and jap 2ml too !!-

2007-04-17T12:49:00.000+08:00

jessalyn's feelin`

okay.. FCUK i got enough shiet from you !! DAMN.ATION !! to think i was kind enough to let you borrow my cam and teach you how to use it.. F.U !! yeah im very dis-organized and untidy.. SO WHAT !? reflect on yourself before commenting -.- screwwwwwwww yoooouuuuuuuuuu you do not even have the rights to criticize me or my mum !! what good are you? nth.. just being another useless bum -.- okay.. i felt so much better relieving stress hah..

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Singing f0r death and,
Your call is answered.
But you would wonder,
How long will it take,
He has control now, not you;
As you writh and burn as you blake...
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2007-04-16T16:44:00.000+08:00

jessalyn's feelin`

wheee i'm on a roll 3rd post in a day :D well wad i wanted to blog was

SEAN CALLED ME THIS MORNING!!

lols.. it's been like going a week since i've heard from him and just hrs ago i just blogged that i missed him LOL !! hahahs glad to hear he's well and slackin` there >_<~ muhahahs i wonder if i was the first one he call!! BETTER BE !! ROAR !!~~ hahahs SEAN, your 'convinient gf' sure misses you LOL !!

-self note: wahhhh JAP CLASS nxt~ SIAN~ hurhur i didn't do hw again :( -

2007-04-16T03:23:00.000+08:00

O.M.G !! i should listened to mokie and start to CHARGE PEOPLE FOR MY COUNSELLING !! oh man !! in just a mere 4 hours i counselled 5 people !! great huh!? what day is it today?

Ans: Call-jess-day WTH!! LOL

hahahs anyway this is really good practice for the degree in psychology im pursuing hahas// MAN I GOT THE TALENT !!

anyway to dear mokie!! a little inside joke to share with you!!
i was on phone with one of my didi hahas not troyee :p and here's a rough summary of our convo

lets name him A...
A: -talking about love life (yeah today it's the #938223131 time ppl is asking me for advice) -
blah blah blah
Sweet little me: -listens patiently; giving advice-
A: hey 2ml i got school !! wake me up @ 845 la.. pls..
Sweet little me: yeah fine, wadever
A: CFM HOR!? if not i wun wake up for school .. promise? 8.45
Sweet little me: OK OK I GET IT !! 845, it is !
A: ok if you never call u must treat me
Sweet little me: ok.. eh wait, what are you eating?
A: i want xiao long bao

BURST OUT LAUGHING LOL

me (ROFL) : why xiao long bao?
A: cause they are nice !

ROFL !! I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE !!

hahahas mokie im sure u'll get the joke LOL !! well, most of the nyjcians who know me will >_<~

2007-04-16T01:01:00.000+08:00

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woah got woken up today at 1pm by my mom and found out... I GOT SWOLLEN EYES 0.0 POOF!! BIG and PUFFY EYES !! hurhur/. i was forced to wake up and go all the way to Alexandra Hospital to visit my brother la !! geez..

my poor brother who injured his neck ytd is @ ward 7 room 7 bed 7 and he injured his 7th bone of his neck WOW... LUCKY 7 MAN !! geez hospital is soooooo boring... nth to do... nth to eat... no wonder my brother HATES it !! hahas and i cant blame him cuz...

#1 - he cant move as it's a neck + spinal injury
#2 - he cant even feed himself, least of all bathe
#3 - he won't allow the nurses to touch him LOL
#4 - well he cant go to the toilet too so ...
#5 - poor thing no com for him MUHAHAHAS

hah at around 5, guess who visited him??
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a pretty and smart girl from RJC !! named... campus superstar finalist CLARA !! ooohh she's pretty :D and hahahs lucky brother, she came all the way from serangoon ALONE to visit him !! and even brought a mag and present for him... WTH !! i'm damn jealous hahahs.. well my brother's attitude towards her also CHANGED LA !! WTH !! SO DAMN NICE CAN!? hohoho...

after clara left, the rest of the gymnast came to visit him !! a whole big bunch i tell you... around 30+ PEOPLE came !! MY GAWD !! the whole place was filled up with them !! geez i bet tt if im ever admitted to the hospital again (hopefully not) i won't have so many friends coming to visit me :(( sob thinking abt it makes me sad HURHUR !!! (** JASMINE !!! you will kill to be in that place la hahahs.. all my brother's hawt and not to mention smart friends, all rjc/hcjc de, came and visit him LOL !!)

hahahs i learnt a lot from this trip to the hospital

#1 -Alexandra hospital has awfully caring nurses
#2 -my brother is a lucky bastard, everyone is treating him like a king !!
#3 -adults are mostly LIARS !! ( i overhear the coaches and parents discussing tt don't ever tell your kid tt they are in a bad condition !! always tell them u're fine to assure them so as not to let them worry DOTS )
#4 -my brother is popular -.-
and..

#5 HE HAS A STRAND OF HAIR ON HIS NIPPLE LOL !! WTH !! ROFL !!

hah.. anyway ltr on around 8+ i left to find ducky @ cine... xie xie pei me eat dinner and sending me home :D paiseh leh disturb you and your friends >_<~ hurhur... and making you go home so late.. i feel so guilty :O

buwahahahs after reaching hm i had a long phone call with 'casper' and 'he' confessed to me ROFL !! awww I LOVE YOU TOO !! <3 color="#3366ff">
today's a good day !! maybe my mood swings are over !! wheee...

*self note: I MISS SEAN !! never thought i will but I MISSSSSS YOOOUUU !!*

2007-04-14T21:32:00.000+08:00

jessalyn's feelin`

heh i just reached home >_<~ during work today, i was so damn bored !! bored and pale !! my store manager ask me why i look like i'm dying? the other promoters too, except PROMOTER A of cause -.- hah sometimes i really wished there was someone beside me for me to lean on.. geez.. recently i've been havin` major mood swing 0.0, any idea why? weather?

i ended work like 1 hr + earlier because i was so ghastly pale 0.0 the people there gave me panadols and warm water hahahs they were like so worried i'll faint or sth.. to tell the truth, i didnt really think i can last all the way home.. but well i did :D thanks to a call !!

hah when i was going home, i was going through one of my mood swings again but i was being nice as i even talked to the random guy who approached me 0.0 lols.. anyway ltr on i did a stupid thing, i boarded the train to admiralty and then back to woodlands again WTH !! lol and sat there for half an hr alone... yeah alone.. sad ain't it? even i could not take it and broke down LOL.. hopefully no one saw my teary face hah.. it was terrible, lucky i brought tissues geez now do you understand why i said i have mood swings? cause i've been crying everyday these few days and i dunno why 0.0 hah 5 mins 10 mins 15 mins... 30 mins i suddenly got a call from him. yeah and we chatted for more den half an hr :) hah i don't think you know i was crying while talking, so well hahas anyway you thought tt u're the one who's being cheered up by me but nah i was too :D thanks for your call, if not i really don't know what will happen to me :) good luck !! i know you can handle it !! or maybe just face the truth.. soon :)

heh now you know i'm not that spoilt right? awww don't you miss me wahahhas =x

and i found out why i was so unlucky ytd.. cause it was ... FRIDAY THE 13TH wth LOL... oh yeah i got a day off 2ml :D hah lucky me !!

2007-04-14T03:34:00.000+08:00

first things first, to SB: BETTER NOT LEMME CATCH YOU READING MY BLOG HOR LOL !! U KNOW WHO YOU ARE !!

jessalyn's feelin

hahas okay the image is suppose to represent hyper !! cause currently im high on my fever.. !! woah im always 'drunk' when i have a fever :D

okay today SUCKS don't ask me why.. promoter A should just really die.. WAIT tt is too easy on her, she should just get ........... ( too violent to con't *use your on imagination* ) hohoho im evil yes im E-V-I-L cause im a girl :D hahahs

*refer to a couple of entries below on explanation*

anyway thanks for jasmine, isaac and ducky for coming to pei me eat dinner :D esp jas U WERE THERE !! hohoho...

oh yeah thanks for sending me home yeah?! *quack* sorry to trouble you a lot !! JASMINE's and ISAAC's FAULT !! NOT MINE!! *angel* lol

i haven't been blogging since after the release of my a levels and BTT.. WHY?! cause i ehh failed it again and my a's were so screwed up that I cried so hard in school tt day hahas (yikes i didnt mean to screw them both up :(( ) anyway a lot of things happened: both good and bad and geez i have stm + a fever so my brain's really fried up to be recalling :(

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Interesting things to note:

#1 : my friend is a HOTTIE !! yes a major one too !! my gawd I know him for a year plus and I didn't know it till today !! hohoho thank you for making me laugh so hard today ahahahs (note: mok !! i can intro you to him hohoho)

#2: okay I was forgotten by jianyi and sebas !! HOW DARE U FORGET ME JUST BECAUSE I CHANGE MY MSN NICK LOL... hahs and I was rmbered as "ohhh the girl with the bf named ..." hahas it became tt because of some reasons LOL

#3: I got a shocking sms 0.0 woah you really shocked me there alright !! hope you're feelin` better >_<~ i'll try to help you out as much as I can :))

#4: Yippee I found out i'm not the only weirdo tt ehh is always thinking about tt hahahs..(nth perverted.. well not really...) MOKIE is one too LOL !! geez.. this will be our little secret :D

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*self note: WAKE UP 2ML FOR MY KOREAN LESSONS*

2007-03-01T20:41:00.000+08:00

jessalyn's feelin`

hurhur/.
returned to hoyu/.
got stationed @ china town/.

2ml there's my BTT retest/.
haven't touched the book/.
AGAIN/.
a levels out tomorrow/.

WISH ME LUCK YEA? =\ hai.. hope tomorrow will be a good day for me...

2007-02-26T13:02:00.000+08:00

jessalyn's feelin`

wheee good bye marella, it was nice working there :D and yipeee ytd was my last day there and now im FREEEE...... til `1st March hah.. well 3 days of break is better than none :p im soo gonna stay right @ hm and slack for these 3 days before i have to get back to hoyu, sellin` hair dyes :(( SOB !!

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Lesson 1 : Some interesting facts i've found while working:

#1 There's such thing as a HELLO KITTY credit card !! one of my customers used it and she says it's from japan :D (ohh man dreydrey will so love this !!)

#2 Babe can be used as a surname too 0.0 another one of my customer is called (sth) J. Babe.. woah imagine ppl calling her Hi Babe !! What are you doing babe? LOL !! it's so cool !!

#3 There's such thing as MENG SUAN RD.... OMG i found this out when i checked out a customer's address... WTH why there isn't JESSALYN RD but MS !?!?!

#4 A lot of my rich tai tai customers are called Jessica !! i swear there are like a billion jessica on the list !!

#5 To recommend clothes to tai tais, all you have to do is pick the UGLIEST, MOST AUNTY, not forgetting FLOWERY PATTERNS and they'll sure love it !! l0l.. wth...
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Lesson 2: How to spot me in marella
#1: the part-timer who looks the youngest even though im the oldest there LOL (besides tam)

#2: the only one w/o makeup hahas..

#3: the only one who has straight, black hair

#4: wearing a shoe which has a missin` button on the left foot lol

#5: the one with purple eyes xD
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-self note: better get to jap class later on time-

2007-02-24T23:50:00.000+08:00

jessalyn's feelin`

It's O to the M to the G OMG!! i saw this really cute boy @ Chingay !! DAMN CUTE I TELL U !! SO TOTALLY MY TYPE MAN !! he's like mixed blood by more towards asian parentage !! GOSH !! AHHHHH IM IN LOVE !!

hah i pointed it out to my laopo and guess what!? while i was going home on the train... WE MET HIM AGAIN !! GOSH !!

and so i tried to take his photo using jas's cam :x but a stupid lady always blocked my view so.. the GREAT LAOPO went to stand in front of the group and took the photos LOL !! DAMN obvious i tell you !! i was so embarrassed >_<~ yikes he's so cute !! actually his friends also quite cute but not as cute as him hahas..

BUT !! don't hit me he's only about 7 AHAHAHAHS !! im a phedophile remember muhahahs !! hurhur/. die le i like little boys :x so if any of you guys have CUTE younger siblings intro to me kkaes??

im tired so i'll just summerise:
-went to teach tuition @ 10am
-realise those ~~'brats'~~ eh i mean little kiddies missed me !! i heard tt they made hell for the substitute teacher when i was on mc.
-hahas and guess what? my last tuition kids all missed me too !! they want me back to teach them muhahahahs :x
-i guess i have my mother's teaching genes LOL
-korean lesson @ 11.30
-met shuxuan @ 1.30
-met mokie @ 2
-shop @ m)phosis and spend an hr there..
-YIKES i missed out on buying my fav top DAMN !! i forgot to put it @ the counter
-went to meet sean, anita, mf, justin, shaun, jianxuan, kitson, yx, esther
-later met up with jas, yh, hy, jiexiang and et for Chingay
-watched floats, party and SAW MY OH SO CUTE BOY !!

wahahahs my brother performed in CHingay too, as a gymnast !! and when jasmine saw him she was like OMG INTRO UR BROTHER TO ME !! HIS MUSCLES ARE SO BIG T_T hurhur l0l... and yea due to chingay i saw a lot of my frens on streets LOL

#1 Ben
#2 cherrie (bro's fren)
#3 ehh andreas and another I FORGOT l0l
#4 andy
#5 benjamin, zx, zl, ct, jason ....

-self note: OH MAN IM WISHED I COULD SEE HIM AGAIN !!-

2007-02-23T22:58:00.000+08:00

jessalyn's feelin`

SOB SOB !! im so sad now :(( stupid sb haven't eat my chocos yet :(( wo hen ni le la~ hurhur/.

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u broke my heart into pieces,
u tore my heart apart,
drip drop,
d-,
R.I.P,
that's the sound of my dying heart...
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okay i'm crazy hahahs.. jk de la :D i forgive you cause you told me you "NO TIME " to eat my chocos :( LOL !! i'll just think to myself that you bu she de eat >_<~ wahahahs...

2007-02-21T00:40:00.000+08:00

jessalyn's feelin`

19.o2.o7
-woo woke up to go sean's place
-melvin, weekuang, alex,rongjun, sean and me :)
-hah i was the angel of darkness !!
-one touch by me and i guarantee your blackjack21 will more den 21 points :x
-poor wk who was beside me, he lost a lot :x
-and poor mel too was on a winning streak and tada my magic fingers so poof a profit of negative i dunno how much :x
-hurhur my 21 luck is very poor ne :(
-after tt went to meet troyee (i nv pangseh u hor sean >_<)
-hurhur fell alseep on the train there cuz BOON LAY LEH SO FAR!!
-ahhh troyeee sooo adorable muhahahs more n more shuai le wor !!
-dunno why he still single, nvm ppl dun wan I WANT LOL !!
-anyway we ate dinner @ billly bombers
-sorry >_< my treat and the food taste horrible :((
-wanted to catch a m0o-v but too late :((
-lalala i miss troyee now :(( l0ls..
-ehh i fell asleep on the way back too LOL lucky nv miss my stop xD

2o.o2.o7
-work... ZZZ
-so BORING, nobody @ all
-afterwards went to jojo's hse
-me, jojo, sokehwa, cheryl
-melvin, dickson, john, sean, joel
-played poker 21 again..
-ahah i helped sean play and he won a lot leh !!
-today my luck has become better LOL
-anyway he gave me half of the profit >_<~
-caught the last bus home n lalala i wan to SLEEP now !!
-zzz 2ml still got jap class and piano ZZZ

2007-02-19T13:13:00.000+08:00

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phew.. i just woke up from a call by sean and yikes it's 1.o0pm already !! and im suppose to meet the rest @ 1.o0 @ j8 :x well who cares, im late again :x anyway con't fdrm e last entry, after cabbing to jojo's hse we were shocked O.O yea shocked to see SO MANY PAIRS OF SHOES @ her doorstep !! wow 2o+ people ne ~~ and stupid jojo was laughing her head off to see our expression !! thats's becuz we didn't know there would be SO MANY people there!! woah and we were known as the "poor children who didn't have dinner" to those ppl there!! yikes so embarrassing hahahs..

wooo i pawned them @ daidee and mahjong !! lady luck is with me muhahahahs but we didn't gamble money :D im a good girl :)) after the games we went to jojo's room and ahahahs used her ehhh i dunno what's tt called "hair-plucker" ?! LOL!! damn effective man !! :x muhhahas anyway im too tired now so let us all end it with we hanged at her hse til 2+ and went hm ZzZ...

oh yea met my cousins ytd and wahhh SO PRETTY NE !! im nt joking she's by far the prettiest girl i've seen this yr !! lucky yuhang!! and yea i wore a dress during cny zzz... dress.. zzz... i HATE DRESSES... oh well cny is suppose to be a bit 'special' so there you go, a DRESS on ME !! hahas and they were like why u sit so 'chor-lo' :x well tts the first dress i have on me besides prom zzz... :D oh yea and hurhur why when everyone sees me they will go... "why u never bring your bf?" T_T im single how to bring?? LOL.. my face look like gt bf har ahahhas..

*psst: btw sean says im lookin` so damn fine ytd and the day b4 woots im on a roll huh.. bleah attracted to me le huh? LOL!! but im be wearing sloppy ltr on wahahahhas..

-self note: be prepared to see sean n jojo from cny eve to the 4th day LOL-

2007-02-18T19:54:00.000+08:00

hah im @ sean's hse using sean's compie :D lol and there he's naked beside me(besides a towel) 0.o LOL !! nay we're not doing anything it's just tt he just returned from a shower hahas.. i won't do anything to kuku sean even u give me a million bucks ahahas.. too bad your seducing tactics don't work on me and jojo ahahahs only on other girls like, her n0rsss l0ls.. (:x) but he always say...

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5 reason why sean should get me as his gf:
#1: a 5 min walk from his hse = SAVE CAB $$ to send me home
#2: fate made us same sch for 12 yrs huh.. (unlucky me :(( )
#3: we're both always free during cny !! (tts why bo pian cny only can go out w u :x)
#4: can go shopping together and CAN HELP HIM BUY BOXERS/UNDERGARMENTS l0l.. (damn kuku sean u tell me how many pieces is i buy with you de !! i know all your colours le la ahahhas)
#5: im so HOT !! LOL :x jk
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ahahs there he goes showing me his undies again T_T f.u jojo's fav bra colour LOL!! byebye we're going to jojo's hse to eat steamboat wheee....

2007-02-17T02:12:00.000+08:00

jessalyn's feelin`

OMG.OH MY GAWD.WO DE TIAN !!
im just so FREAKED out !!
something creepy just happened to me.. lemme slowly explain..

after kimloong's bbq party, me wanxin, jasmine, huiying went to grab a cab home cause after midnight le.. den as we were walking, a cab came bearing the "hired" sign, so i just con't walking w them behind me... as the cab pass me i saw someone sleeping on the back seat and it stopped beside wx they all.. so im was thinking tt maybe the guy got drunk and the driver was asking directions.. therefore i walked back to hear them talking to the driver... i glanced inside the cab again n saw the person still sleeping so i was curious and wanted to see whether is guy/girl (i kpo ma :x) but all i could see was the leg til the neck as the lighting was terrible.. after the cab drove away, i asked the girls what were they talking about?

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(singlish form)
me: eh? what were u all talking about
them: the uncle was asking whether did we call the cab cuz he was on call
me: huh?! tt cab not hired meh? there's a person sleeping behind leh with the backside facing the window on our side
them: don't have !! we didn't see anyone behind !!
me: I SWEAR I DID!! a person was sleeping !!
them: but we really DIDN'T SEE anything...
me: but... i sompa really have leh >_< *nervous*
them: you see ah, the uncle was on call so by logic the cab should be empty too since he was going to fetch someone.
me: BUT I REALLY DID SEE SOMEBODY I WASN'T KIDDING !! i saw his/her legs, pants, shirt and neck but i cant see the face cuz too dark...
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okay... tt was wad had happened just now and HOLY SHIET !! wad did i really see? *gasp* freak me out the whole time !! and when we asked around all of us didn't really remember what cab company was it.. all we know that it was a cab but.. HOW did we know?! from my view is because of the hired sign.. but who knows? geez... FREAKIN` CREEPY !!

btw glad to see many faces tt i haven't seen for a long time @ kl's bbq !! lol hmm the people who were present were..

Girls: me // huiying // wanxin // jasmine // jy

Guys: kl // rj // my // junlong // joel // dickson // amos // jake // melvin // + 3 other guys (i remember still got 1 person but i cant rmb who :x )

oh kl sisters were all so pretty !! why did kl turn out like tt? LOL :x muhahahahs im joking !! kl is gre8 too !! (must give face cuz he fetch us :x) JK !! oh and i found out "he" reads my blog too !! 0.0 HELLO !! i'm so surprised u know of my blog ne.. and i nt so heartless until i forget e date too nor !!

after droppin` me of at prata hse, i went to wait for wc to pass him his and kelly's chocos.. but yh turned up too o.0 anyway i didn't know yh will be there so i didn't prepare his but HMPF my chocos not class enough for him ROAR !! lols. after passin` them the chocos, i walked hm and boy was it SCARY !! i took the dark and empty shortcut home... abt 3 bus stops away and WAHH when i was thinking abt wad happened abt the cab, i freaked myself out and almost started to run LOL !! phew i'm safe n sound LOL !!

-self note: don't freak myself out again !!-

2007-02-16T17:33:00.000+08:00

jessalyn's feelin`

wooo.. i just woke up and.. i woke up CRYING !! freaky freaky freaky !! can't remember when was the last time this happened to me and i partly remember my dream is abt something tragic/sad... (duh!! if nt why am i crying..) hmm cant remember much le but it's a bit freaky to find tears in your eyes when u wake up !! (maybe it's my drool LOL but i doubt it)

yawns i still need to go kl's hse ltr :( and it's SO ULU AND FAR AWAY... zzz... aww i better go prepare le.. it's so late now >_<~

2007-02-15T06:35:00.000+08:00

jessalyn's feelin`

FCUK!! I LOST $150 #()*)(*$)*_*_#*_)!*_*#_*_@# DAMN.ATION !! It's supposed to be given to sean and guess what? It dropped out from my back jeans pocket and DAMN it's gone !! Hope e motherf**ker who picked it up get damned man !! ROAR !! PISSED MY MUM; PISSED ME and RUNIED MY MOOD ~!!

anyway i just returned from from MOS on a cab with xuansheng and laopo :) geez 1st time in MOS... hurhur sua gu hor >_<~ sorry ma i don't like clubbin` de ne... at first i don't really like e atmosphere cause no mood to dance, so only drinks for me :\ thanks wc for bringin` me to MOS heheh + the lovely red star he folded.. and for him and the others keeping me company from 12 + till 3 :D hazel and carol are both very pretty ne !! and for the others hahahs their singing is so funny it cracks me up :D after 3 i went back club to find lp cuz she told me xs is a bit pissed as he wants to dance w me o.0 which i seriously doubt it hah.. surprisingly i had mood to dance by then n wooo dance til 4, eat mac [HOT CAKES YUM YUM] and cab home..

in the morning i stayed up til 7am wrappin` flowers and cards and stuff... and YES KEIRO this included YOUR FLOWERS lol... sleep for 2 hrs and was woken up by YOU AGAIN!! anyway going out with mokie was so depressing cause everywhere we see are couples couples and MORE COUPLES !! usually with AWW DAMN CUTE guys and girls.. occasionally a few pretty ones :\

happy valentine's day everyone !!

-troyee: gratz on ur results :)) treatin` ya this sat eh!
-sebas: paiseh tt day make you miss m0o-v, i owe you 1
-shengyi: BIASED NE!! U BETTA TEACH ME E ROSE TOO hahahs!
-keiro: thanks for e rose ne :D
-wc: i owe you chocos!! i swear i've prepared yours too !!

DAMN!! i smell of smoke ZzZ.. gonna catch some sleep before i work ltr in the noon :((

-self note: WAKE UP EARLY FOR WORK!!-

2007-02-11T01:41:00.000+08:00

jessalyn's feelin`

yawns.. i just came back from a day of piano + korean lessons + shopping + movies & dinner :)) tired tired... zzz... anyway :)) hah went shopping with joanne woo so long never see her already T.T become prettier le ne !! hehehs we went shop shop and zzz spend $$ again zzz... damn now mommy dun want to sponsor me i DAMN BROKE LA !! hohoho we took a neoprint too !! (update later)

btw IM SO HAPPY TODAY !! cause the owner of the shop told me i look 18/19 HAH !! I LOVE HIM MAN!! so gonna visit the shop and frequent it often !! btw it's blink blink on level 4 of heeren !! their stuff are sooooo pretty ne !! and they're all handmade by the owner himself :D

yep yep after shopping around 7.3o ben and lester came to find me !! hurhur thanks for accompanyin me ne !! and thank you baka ben for the movie and sweet lester for the dinner XD oh yeah we watched pan's labriynith (i can't spell for god's sake) and it was hmmm.... slightly average :D yawn a few times only though :X

ATTN: BAKA BEN IDIOT LEH !! SABO ME COUPLE SEAT W LESTER AND SINGLE TABLE W HIM ROAR !! U BETTA WATCH UR BACK, I'LL REMEMBER YOU FOR THIS !! hahahs...

found out something today... although i've known it all along...

qn: bishounen wa doko desuka?
ans: CINELEISURE @ night !! OH MY GAWD !! so many pretty boys ne !! *major droolin`* hah.. gotta go there @ night more often already :D
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ohh another thing that i've found out yesterday ehh well technically speaking it's 2 days ago since it's after 12 now..

LOVES(being a taitai):
#1 they are rich
#2 they are still rich
#3 DAMN THEY'RE RICH !!

HATES(taitai):
#1 they are soooo stuck up !!
#2 they often forget to lock the door x_X
#3 they are often size M/L /XL and still insist on XS or S zzz
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next while working i also found out something:

#1 couples like to make out on the long escalator (the one going down from 3rd to 1st floor)
- was gross out by the couple busy tongue-ing all the way from the top to bottom

#2 occasionally some cute guys will pop up and i can feast my eyes on them ROFL

#3 why won't those tai tai bring their son to the shop :(( damn there goes my chance of knowing rich guys LOL

-self note: hurhur wake up and don't be late for work 2ml-

2007-02-09T00:55:00.000+08:00

jessalyn's feelin`

hurhur woot a whole day of shopping ~~ with the likes of huiying, jasmine, yinghui, e.t, yangyi too bad wanxin cant make it eh >_<~ anyway SHOPPING IS FUN!! but expensive neh!! I spend up to 1oo++ today :(( all in a few hrs zZz... hurhur/. anyway to the birth of ~~yang guo and xiao long nu~~ oops i means yangyu and xiaolongbao ahahahahs... (inside joke :p )

heh heh/. i bought a lot of stuff from shoes to hoodies to necklace to tops and to my first dress LOL!! yea la i tomboyish ma :( don't have dress (besides prom night) hurhur.. [upload pics later] oh yeah n i finally went to tidy up my eye brows LOL no more bushy brows whee...

hahahs then on the trip home, laopo and me met a ren-yao !! transverstite? (how do i spell hmm..) OMG ~~his~~ i mean her ah hem 'assets' are big la !! ahahahs we two were so jealous... DAMN i want to zhang-da too LOL !! maybe i shld throw a matchstick or sth over so her plastic will melt *heh heh -evil laughter- * ooo i really would like to share her pic with you but laopo stopped me :x LOL !!

today's a blast for us as we seldom go out together already !! cause of work zzz... so I MISS YOU ALL NE !! took lotsa pics and im so HAPPY !! muhahahas taking pics is what a cam-whore likes and cam-whore = ME lol...

oops i almost forgot to mention one IMPORTANT THING !! when i went to buy my shoes, the lady told me it came in 2 colours white and brown + brown is more mature so she suggest i take white.. not tt im complaining as white is my fav colour but i ask her curiously

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" how old do i look?"
lady: hahas you must be so young.. 15 i guess..
*stunned* 15 WTF !?! -another record 16 drops to 15- zzzz
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hurhur so im now officially 15 years old; say good bye to 16/17 years old not to even mention 19 LOL~

anyway .gifs for huiying, jasmine, yinghui,

-self note: 2ml work @ 12.3o; i mustn't forget-

2007-02-08T10:47:00.000+08:00

jessalyn's feelin`

wow 3rd post in a day.. but oh well different timing... hurhur im so stupid i can kill myself !! guess what?! i just came back home @ 10.40am and i left home @ 9am.. so what did i do during this 1hr4o mins?? i realise what a dumb ass i am geez :(
damn i slept @ 3+am and forced myself out of my lovely bed.. yes FORCED MYSELF to work @ 8am !! caught the bus, missed the train, waited for the next train and walked to my workplace only to find that....

I DON'T HAVE WORK TODAY !! as i forgotten my work has shifted to 2ml T_T DAMN.ATION !!

hurhur stupid ne? i can go kill myself !! *bangs head on keyboards* my colleagues told me to go shop BUT i hate being alone so i went str8 home :(( sob sob why am i always so so-tong :( im so mad @ myself !!

HOWEVER THERE'S ALSO THE GOOD NEWS !!

that is i can go shop w my jiemeis !! LOL.. ytd they asked me out for shopping but i hv work.. so now im FREE and i can go SHOP !! wheee.... i LOVE SHOPPING !! don't cha all?

-self note: not to be such a sotong next time!-

2007-02-08T01:59:00.000+08:00

to ****:
(if you got the chance to see this entry)

it's finally o8.o2.o7 le har? guess you rmbered :) well i did too ne ! but i guess i cant say the words happy anniversary to you cause it doesn't exist anymore. just want to say thanks for the past and sorry. i know im such a lousy gf last time :) glad to still stay as friends ne :P muhahahas tell joanne find 1 day i'll go out with her, shopping !! in fact you can tag along and carry our stuffs ahahahs.. oh yeah about ur offer to overnight @ ur hse if i gt any probs.. I WOULD GLADLY ACCEPT IT yar? hahahas so don't be shocked if suddenly i appear @ ur doorstep asking to sleepover hehehs :)) and well i miss you, your sister, your mummy, your daddy and your GRANNY !! lalala~ u guys are like my family ne!! even my friends and mummy told me i look like you and your sister instead of my brother and parents hah.. maybe we're long lost siblings or sth O.O oops tt would mean incest.. gross hahahs... hows the others? like jeralyn, jessica and her sisters, amos and sean? hope they are doing well ne :)) last words, oh yeah dun anyhow lose your temper on your family kkaes? and don't bully your sister !! hahas.. if i hear a word from her im gonna smack you again! slap you if i have to :P

p.s: i love you too :)) but it's a different kind le oh yah my mummy misses you too hahahas..
<3 always, jessalyn

2007-02-08T01:16:00.000+08:00

jessalyn's feelin`

hohoho this afternoon my dad went out to buy my lunch and cough syrup and... he bought home a pack of ehhh yu-gan-you.. u know the one where the advertisement goes..

yi fu ben lai gang gang hao
ke shi xian zai chuan bu xia
wei se mo??

anyway back to topic if you really don't know refer to pic below.. somemore it says FREE learning flash cards!!

awww such cute cards ne!!

hahah and the flash cards are suppose to help us learn alphabets easier !!

but can anyone spot a mistake somewhere?? (scroll down for answer)
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that's right !! the alphabets are NOT IN ORDER !! omg how did N come after P ??

*wonders* hmm damn and the cards are suppose to guide us in learning alphabets.. just not in the correct order i guess LOL !! well.. come lets start lesson 1; on how to spell my name !!

got it? J-E-S-S-A-L-Y-N !! yep yep a lot of people don't know so now you guys know already??

-self note: hmm wake up early to go to work tomorrow!!-

2007-02-07T01:39:00.000+08:00

jessalyn's feelin`

now for something to brighten up your day :)) *esp to kelly !! hehhes.. my friend pm this to me neh!!

For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free? Here's an update for you:

80% of women are against marriage, WHY?

Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage.

1. Men are like ...Laxatives ......

They irritate the crap out of you.

2. Men are like.Bananas . ..

The older they get, the less firm they are.

3. Men are like ......Weather .

Nothing can be done to change them.

4. Men are like .Blenders ...

You need One, but you're not quite sure why.

5. Men are like .....Chocolate Bars ....

Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips.

6. Men are like ....Commercials .......

You can't believe a word they say.

7. Men are like Department Stores .....

Their clothes are always 1/2 off.

8. Men are like ......Government Bonds ....

They take soooooooo long to mature.

9. Men are like .....Mascara .

They usually run at the first sign of emotion.

10. Men are like Popcorn .....

They satisfy you, but only for a little while.

11. Men are like Snowstorms ....

You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get , or how long it will last.

12. Men are like .......Lava Lamps ....

Fun to look at, but not very bright.

13. Men are like Parking Spots .

All the good ones are taken, the rest are handicapped

okays if any of you guys do not agree feel free to holla @ me @ my msn ahahs..

oh yah..

always remember that GIRLS ARE EVIL !! and i can prove it ne !!

2007-02-06T22:59:00.000+08:00

jessalyn's feelin`

hurhur/. i missed ytd out so..

o5.o2.o7
-woke up by a phone call from janet
-realised i cant talk cuz i got no voice
-kns i was soo SICK but still have to go out and buy lunch
-and get my specs repaired zzz
-was approached by some group of guys..
-sec 5 zzz.. tt means younger than me LOL
-didnt even bother to talk (cuz i no voice :x)
-so i just smile :))
-hah damn why i always attract younger kids LOL
-walked so far to tp just to update bank book
-KNS the machine spoil *major ZZZ*
-unlucky day for me :((

AREN'T ALL THE HOYU GIRLS PRETTY NE :P
(missin` hazel, wujuan, qien ): )

o6.o2.o7
-woke up late
-supposed to meet the girls @ 12pm but hah arrived @ 12.30
-lunch treat by my hoyu boss !!
-zzz the restaurant so KIAM serving all so small :((

the supposedly "fish and chips + calamari"

and

the "sliced salmon + salad"

-budden gotta meet up w grace, weihui, huiling, mokie, wujuan, mavis, ginny + others xD
-other than the serving, it felt great to meet up with them again :D
-took photos hmm..

*grace, mavis, mokie

*grace + mokie

*mokie + eh me :( [i look so ugly ZZZ]

-took a neoprint hmm (refer to pic abv).. and talked l0l too lazy to elaborate..
-after tt weihui n mokie pei me shoppin`
-went to pull and bear
-reserved a jacket and me and my bies bought the same jacket >_<~
-muhahahs talked her into spending 69.90 !! woots !! (cause she seldom spend :x )
-went for e.guitar class -sensei officially call me white girl no more babe :(( LOL
-must be cause i always never prac and i think he would kill me if he can :x
-he signed his album and poster for me ne

-went hm w my brother ZZZ
-oh my brother was so kind he helped a po po carry stuff o.0
-since when was he so nice... DAMN he wasn't so nice to his sister, THATS ME !! damn and i even bought his almost entire closet of clothes zzz + even offered to split half half for his new phone w my mummy !!
-hurhur baka him

2007-02-05T02:10:00.000+08:00

jessalyn's feelin`

heh i've just learnt my lesson again!! making chocolates til 4+am really isn't a FUN thing to do... esp when you have work 11am e next day hah/. but oh well since i feel like doing it again so why not?! the last time was 2 years ago and as for last year? i didn't even bother hah. great !! i've completed a bunch of chocolates and seeing chocolates again just might make me wanna puke man!! jo and sean both got their share of chocolate nightmares hahahas... so i hope i won't be the next *prays*

*yawns* tired tired ZZZ.. hah wanna know another thing that's equally tiring?? that's serving stuck-up tais tais... damn what's up with e f**kin` attitude :\ oh but some tai tais are really nice !! pretty and nice... oh yeah they're all married so my conclusion is...

GOTTA GET MARRIED TO SOME GOD DAMN RICH GUY !!!
GOTTA GET MARRIED TO SOME GOD DAMN RICH GUY !!!

well if he's a pretty boy tt would be awesome !! whee... me and my wishful things :D
neways.. here's sth.. it made me cry hahas...

If If tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.

I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.

But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye,
For all my life,
I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for,
So much yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.

I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
And all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for a while,
I'd say good-bye and kiss you And maybe see you smile.

But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
Would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.

When GOD looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne,
He said "This is eternity,
And all I've promised you."
Today for life on earth is past,
But here it starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
And since each day's the same way
There is no longing for the past.

But you have been so faithful,
So trusting and so true.
Though there were times you did some things,
You knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven,
And now at last you are free.
So won't you take my hand.
And share my life with me?

So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we are far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart.

hah/. see anything? highlight la !!

-self note: go to bed early today-

2007-02-03T18:29:00.000+08:00

jessalyn's feelin`

damn broke my specs this morning and hah it's not the first time :X jesus im always so clumsy :(( damn why why WHY!? hurhur.. i guess some thing's doesn't change l0l... oh great about the friendster account tt i've created i've finally got 38 friends hah.. don't laugh :(( i admit i have few friends okay? LOL !! it's better than randomly adding people right :p heh... ooo it's 6.30pm now and i gotta meet kuku sean for dinna then later goin to make chocolates :)) yep yep chocolates for valentine's day !!

BUT !!

i don't have anyone in mind to give it to hah.. so.. i'm giving it to everybody :D yep yep EVERYVBODY!! gotta spread my love to everyone hah since i've overflowing of it !! why?! cuz im single damnit hahahs.. so gonna be a busy day making chocolates all night and 2ml going to work ZZZ... oh yeah won't be going home again :x i bet my mummy's missing me so much now since i hardly see her these days...

JUNJUN HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY OMG U'RE 21 !! LEGAL ALREADY + R21 MOOO-Vs FER YOU !! aww man im jealous :(

-self note: remember to go home more often and pei mummy :) -

2007-02-02T04:45:00.000+08:00

jessalyn's feelin`

hah. it's 4.44am now... just like my weight T_T hurhur/. talking about weight.. damn i'm disappearing... shiet !! im shrinkin` really shrinkin` must be because of my sleeping time now >_<~ yikes sorry about this random rants suddenly just wanted to blog... just like how i suddenly cre8ed a friendster account hah/.. as if i have the time to care abt it l0l... geez.. after yesterday's talk w e 'sisters' group T_T i feel so depressed yikes.. damn must be the weather or something everyone's getting moody now!! DAMN E WEATHER !! heh anyway..

tears dried sun rise and minutes ticks by.
a min an hour a day goes by.
a hug a kiss a fairytale no more.
once,
more.
forever?

gone!

*do i miss him? wakaranai !!

*5.16am*
hah.. i just went to read this.. blog abt the past.. omg i almost broke down and cry. reading it is like seeing it playing through in the form of words. damn.. must be all keiro's fault !! now you're affecting me with the hi.im.so.emo.too virus :( whats wrong with me these days? i dunno. but i know for sure omg in the past im actually tt sweet.. i cant believe it.. now tt i think abt it.. i acually hv a swt side tt i myself don't know about it hah.. hmm i think i know why im like this now.. cause tt day is approachin`, a day which was once treasured but now forgotten.. heh enough of relievin` e past.. time cant turn back so what's e pt of regret? it's my fault anyway yawns i better get some sleep now.. have to meet out for breakfast zzz...

-self note: rmb to blog again :D -

2006-12-04T16:34:00.000+08:00

MY COM IS FINALLY BACK... and i just got reminded that I've a blog by sebas :D LISTEN CAREFULLY !!! ESPECIALLY SEAN CHEN XIN !!

Last wednesday... hmm i think it was wednesday i went to a La Senza.. (don't know what's that? that's a BRA shop... yes sean ur eyes aren't playing tricks on you... i repeat i went to a BRA shop) and guess what? They don't have my size !!...
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BUT it is because their sizes left are TOO SMALL !!! YES TOO SMALL DAMN IT IM NOT LYING!!! muhahahahs must be the help of the glow-in-the-dark-you-know-what :)) mokie even suggested treating me to that to make it develop faster ahahhahahs....

btw.. IM 18 YIPPEE NO MORE BEING A MINOR !!!

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2006-08-29T11:34:00.000+08:00

ahah and there I was yesterday pondering over the question Should I go to school tomorrow? I guess both you and I should know the answer to that now as here I am sitting comfortably in my chair AT HOME (note e keyword at home) typing my blog =D

OH MY GOD

I can't believe I typed lyk tt last timeeeee in a thousandd millioonn yearss agooo... WHAT ON EARTH WAS I THINKING?!!?! no wonder Sean called me an ah lian =( ahahas well.. who doesn't make mistakes? I do. so I promise that after the resurrection of my blog, no more typing with multiple S, X and Z will ever appear here!!!!

Geez as usual nth interesting has happened :(( hmm well maybe 1 that's on Saturday.. I accompanied Mokie all the way over to CAUSEWAY POINT to what? Get a glimpse of her JunYang ( u know the superstar? as in literally e superstar) -.- ** It's hilarious just a sec ago I went to perform a spelling check and guess what e word JunYang was being replaced? The word cunning!! LOL I mean how far off can tt be T.T Back to JY, god he looked better in real life! The pictures of him did do him injustice!! So me and Mokie was squeezed together with a bunch of LITTLE GIRLS (I'm not kidding!) screaming and shouting like there's no tomorrow.. not to mention that a quarter of them shown up in fugly orange tee shirt that printed the words JY's Fan Club! Oh please it's so ugly and horrendous that me and Mok kept snickering behind their backs and making 8179739123 comments about it =X Before the concert started me and Mok had to sit down on the floor in japanese style ( u know the kneeling kind?), cause both of us wore short skirts -.- , so by the time JY arrive and we have to stand up half my butt was numb!!
At tt moment the perverted and horny Mok decided to give my butt cheek 2 LOUD SMACKS in front of 748723012 people!! GOD TT WAS EMBARRASSING!!! I swear I was turning red!!! but... it 'defrosted' my numb butt LOL!!! After 2 songs, he started his autograph session and boy do Singaporeans live up to their Kiasu name o_O KRAZY GIRLS + AUNTIES + MONSTERS push their way through as if this the first to reach him will be awarded by his kiss or sth... GET A LIFE biatches!!! Even it's just a hug, u being first wun change the fact tt your ugliness wll just make JY scream and run for his life if not for the fact tt he's obliged to do fan service!! Not to be stuck up or anything but I swear that most of the girls there are horribly disfigured *gasp* well I hope their personality will make up for their looks, which in their case need a whole TON of personality and charisma..
As if being embarrassed one time isn't enough, my dear Mokie strikes again!! The Dj PeiFen ( of radio 9.?? I can't remember) running out of topics to say I supposed made a shocking remark, that is mentioning that the fugly orange tee looks VERY NICE!! Just at this moment, Mok snorted when the whole crowd including me was stunned in silence.. so there, everyone turned to us and I had to looked down to hide myself from another scene of embarrassment while both of us were standin in e front row T.T Great Job Mok!

After making a trip to the library and meeting ChangTai, we went to the Mrt stations for our rides.. Something interesting happened there n I shalt say anything in case tt person decided to commit sucide after hearing what me and Mok said abt him/her =D *grins* So the day ended with both of us waiting for e bus while ~~drooling~~ staring at one of Sean's friend ahahahs.. geez as wad Mok said why cant we get to know Sean's hawt friend instead of Sean =x

urggg it's 12pm already and another question is bothering me.. Should I go to school for Kimmy's geo lec/tutorial?

-12.30pm

The Day of Revival

2006-08-26T11:58:00.000+08:00

Ahh!!! My blog is FINALLY REVIVED!!! After like 223616392739 days and god knows what inspired/possessed me to revive it from the dead o_O okay I'm not exactly sitting in front of my compie typing this thing out cause right now, my brother is hogging the damn compie so I've gotta write this out on a bloody cat high foolscap paper =.= pathetic eh? So… I'll most prob type this whole entry out next morning …… OR NOT cause I'm freaking LAZY!!! Yeah! L-A-Z-Y is my middle name and I'm not ashamed to say, in this case, type it out loud

Oh dear after such a long disappearance, I’ve made a comeback and so ….. HELLO EVERYONE!!! Well, nth much have happened recently, with the usual routine of going to school, listening in class, go home, eat, sleep, and go to school ….. hahas eh fine I admit I'm lying for I've been missing sch for the past 2 days already =x so I'm proud to say I WENT TO SCHOOL TODAY!!! Hey it's a BIG achievement for me okay? At least I deserved a lollipop :)) wouldn't you get me one? *smiles together with puppy eyes LOL* the credit goes to

*DRUM ROLLS*

. .
.

RIO DARYL LEONARD

aww this sweet guy (yes Rio Daryl Leonard is just one person not 3 damnit!! It just so happened that he is a mixed blood of dutch n chinese? I can't remember) called me at 630 to wake me up and I practically, well strike tt out, almost screamed n cursed at him for disturbing my beauty sleep!!! Sorry Daryl, I didn't mean to!?!?! I'm always grumpy in the morning T.T anyway I mistook you for someone else =x who asked you to use private number!!! Mich has one, Joel has one, Melvin has one, Shin has one, Lester has one… and the list goes on… so how do you expect me to know who is who? (Duh! That's what private no. is for…. But then again who the hell use a private no. and call someone else waking them up when he/she doesn't identify themselves?)

So my day started with a call from Daryl and ended with a call with Ben… aww poor guy is still suffering in Tekong… I remembered the days when me, Ben n Vernon went hunting and partying all day/night at MS…( now now don't get the wrong idea we didn't go hunting for girls/guys and club everyday at Mohammad Sultan!! Hell no! I'm a good girl *smiles* anyway make a guess 1 word 10 letters =x) Oh yeah tt poor boy is having his birthday now!!! So HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN ahahahs u're old already!! Unlike me who is still so ahem.. YOUNG and PRETTY =p

Speaking of Ben, I remembered Lester and Vernon… who knows where the hell they've gone to… most prob spending time with their girlfriends hahas.. It's so funny that the roles are reversed. It used to be me and Ben attached and now it's them… really this just goes to show nothing is predictable for who knows when god decide to play a prank, reversing our roles and enjoying the show!!! T.T well I don't hate him for it for me and Ben are still fine(oh no I don't mean me and him together, as what maths would have quoted Me and Ben respectively in regardless of each other) .. well at least I am =D

Oh man now that I think abt it, I miss a whole bunch of peeps!! Like babo joel, my lovable dongseng troyee (I REALLI MISS U), stupid fieryz and my #3 shuaige Sebas =D

Geez I must have sounded like a boy-crazey-girl.. LET ME SAY THIS FIRST… I'M NOT!!! (unless they are pretty boys =x, I admit im obsessed with pretty boys ahahahs) and to Joon Yee, NEITHER AM I A LESBIAN!!! (though I have a bies named CASSANDRA MOK HELEN (Reminder: This is just 1 person's name!!) She's mine and I'm hers LOL!!)

I do miss girls too!! Like my One-n-only unnie mich, blur zhong, fierce Sabrina, busty jas, angelic huiying, laopo jasmine, sweet val, pretty yinghui and the list goes on…

=D oh heavens I've been happily writing out my thoughts and just when I'm wondering why my hands are so freakin' tired, scroll up and look at the number of words I've written O_O goodness I think it's longer than my usual GP Essay!! *faints* geez… my hands are tired and my eyes are closing most impt I've a date w my bies tomorrow!! Can't be late again :(( GOODNIGHT EVERYONE and thanks for lasting through this entry LOL

12:25am

3rd mth

2005-05-09T14:35:00.000+08:00

l0lss n0w s0 late le budden i still wan bl0g xP...

okayss lets t0k abt ytd 1st o7.o5.o5,

- wake up at 7+ den play maple =X
- went 0ut wif sean at 11 and t0ok a cab t0 t0wn
- b0ught sean;s m0ther's dae gif n his shirt
- walk t0 far east and take a l0ok
- went t0 city hall t0 meet e rest
- the gang all late den me n sean went t0 hmv and i b0ught 2 disc
- lindsay l0han n kelly clarks0n :))
- walked t0 suntec and saw a few farny performance
- luff n t0k n j0ke n0r den went t0 buy m0vieee
- watched kingd0m 0f heaven hmmm n0rt bad la budden tt stupid alex keep p0ppin his head behind me asking i b0red an0rt scare me LOL
- stupid melvin went t0 eat my jellyfish sushi >.<

- after m0vieee huiying came t0 j0in us

- went back amk and had pizza hut f0r dinna

- played z0ng zhi mi ma den becuz my 'special' day i nv play xP

- s0 gr0ss 0ut by the game budden it was real hilari0us with a perfect ending 0f kiml0ong being a real gentlemen
helpin huiying eat finish e wh0le gr0ss erm i dunn0 wads tt c0r :))

the gang:

me :))

sean

r0ngjun

melvin

kenneth

alex

weekuang

kiml0ong

huiying

n0w 0n o8.o5.o5 xP:

(which is mie n my dear de 3rd mth xP)

in da m0rn wah! terrible me n dear actually plannin t0 g0 z0o budden rainin like sia0!!!! alm0z cancel the trip budden dear de dardie fetch us there... when we reach der we 2 still like sian sian dunn0 whether wan g0 in budden luckily we decided 0n g0ing in >.< h0use 0f wax! wah that sh0w damn sick cann0ort stand it s0 grues0me n0r terrible =X budden e sh0w nice l0lss.. l0t 1 theatre was s0 freezin my teeth were chattering n0n-st0p and i was hugging 0n t0 my dear's hand :)) 0h yah bef0re da sh0w i dragged my dear take ne0-print LOL he l0ok s0 cute in the ne0 >.< lurbve it s0 much hehes... and then he send me h0me :)) this mth n0rt as fun as 2nd mth budden i still lurbve it hehess and n0w i'm s0 damn tired n 0s0 n0 m0od study f0r ec0ns test 2ml l0ls...

fark

2005-05-07T11:41:00.000+08:00

fark fark fark im farking pissed n0w.. fark hiim fark my m0m fark everyb0dy kns... eu think u're e 0nli 1 tt cares izzit fark la i 0s0 care n0r n ur nick realli is c0rrect i care 0s0 farking get attitude fr0m eu... fine fr0m n0w 0n wh0 gif a fark abt euu eu can die all eu wan and i wun even cry f0r eu...

Here I am,
once again I’m torn into pieces,
can't deny it,
can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

dinner w dear n family

2005-05-02T12:45:00.000+08:00

:)) t0dae mie hab my dinner with my dear n marmee n didi l0lss.. at swensens >.< wheee... kekes enj0yable dinner glad tt it didn't turn 0ut a disaster hehess... 0h well end here le LOL... =X sh0rt entry :p

dear dear mushro0m s0up

2005-04-30T10:28:00.000+08:00

whee t0dae is a g0od dae f0r me eu all n0e whyiie? cuz early in m0rn` deardear fetch me t0 sk0ol n..... he handed me a p0t 0f my fav0urite mushr0om s0up with crust made by hiim early in m0rn.. awww!!! kekess den all mua frens were s0o0o jeal0us sae why my dear s0 sweet de den they hate hiim cuz he's t0o sweet >.< i'm s0o happiie t0 hab a dear like him...

0ne m0re thing last peri0d was tt farkin` black m0nster again my ec0ns cher.. t0dae i knew she w0uld aim f0r me in answering qns n IM PREPARED... she asked me and i g0rt it right answering with tt buay s0ng attitude

HAH... ShiYun Sc0res!!!

den later 0n the qns she asked t0 klz i all 0s0 kn0w n i keep glaring at her with me speaking v l0udly e ans...

ShiYun sc0res AGAIN!!! h0orray f0r mee :))

kekess s0 happie tt i've survived tt terrible ordeal wib her LOL n eu all n0e wads my secret?? kekess tt is c0py 0ther ppl's h0mew0rk with understandin :D hahahs keke hmm n0w im rushing t0 mit m0ii dear f0r dinner le :p

farkin` ec0ns cher

2005-04-28T20:26:00.000+08:00

g0dness it's been ages since i last bl0g n many idi0rts c0mplain i nv update again =\ LOL.... 0kieess la t0dae i bl0g.. wah lia0s farking` lehss t0dae mie 1st peri0d ec0ns tut0rial den e farking cher ask me a qn which i dunn0e. s0 i answered i dunn0e lah budden she t0ld me dis...

cher : shihui [idi0rtic my name 0s0 f0rget] h0w many 1 lvl subj eu takin?
mie : err 4...
cher : did eu ever c0nsider dr0ppin` ec0ns?
mie : maybe..
cher : dun think s0 l0ng le...

ka0ss l0ok d0wn 0n me grrrr.... I HATE HER!!! grrr... den she g0es 0n saying dis...

cher : nxt week is ur ec0ns test and eu all still dunn0e basic if eu all did badly eu are g0nna stay back after 5pm t0 d0 remedials until july

idi0rtic and after sk0ol my wh0le klz ppl like justin, anita, jiapei blah blah came t0 me and t0ld me ec0ns cher damn mean 0f her t0 critisize me s0 i muz sc0re As t0 pr0ve her wr0ng.. 0h h0w i wish i c0uld budden i realli dun understand 1 single bit 0f ec0ns :(( den after sch when i went t0 meet my m0m i was feeling s0 sick wh0le face white and alm0z fainting... 0h yah 0s0 feel like v0mitting argh... :((

birth of hughug : )

2005-04-16T13:52:00.000+08:00

wheee dis p0st here is f0r c0mmerating [ermms dunn0e h0w t0 spell] xP hughug my ball0on-teddy bear.. he finally p0p out fr0m his ball0on hehes... : ) lurvbe it s0o0o muchiess n it's a gift fr0m deariee de lalalas... erm s0rry f0r an0ther depressing entry last time m0od damn bad tt time =X dear dear i lurvbe euu t0o

f0r tr0y wh0 claims t0 visit my bl0g: lalala well my bl0g dun update much de : ) hehes..
f0r liz, juan, celeste, mich, kaixin, etc. : i miss eu gurlss... h0pe t0 g0 0ut 2gether again...

sadd-

2005-04-08T09:22:00.000+08:00

FARK GOTTA RETYPE AGAIN ka0s de leh bl0gger i s0 n0 m0od le KNN...

0k here it g0es again this m0rn
wake up late, went sch alm0z late, attended p.e, sweat like hell, went f0r less0ns, didn;t p0n less0ns, went h0me

s0 sh0rt e descripti0n f0r m0rn budden in aftern0on i bth le...

here it g0es imagine eu end sch after a tiring dae n eu happily went h0me n 0n e bus al0ne, eu c0r ur dear t0k chat until quite happy den accidentally eu sc0ld a bad w0rd n ur dear veh angry khup ur f0ne[i realli hate ppl wh0 d0es tt].. den juz nice ur battery flat =.= n eu cant ap0l0gise s0 eu al0ne in e bus while thinking 'chan le dear angry le h0w?' as eu think eu cry... lucky n0 0ne see..

den went h0me eu f0und 0ut again eu nv bring ur hse key n had t0 wait fer ur dad c0me h0me 0pen d0or.. after 0pen d0or eu rush t0 charge e f0ne n sms ur dear sae s0rrie.. seeing he nv reply 0r c0r 0r anything eu den pr0ceed t0 d0 his 2 mth present n immediately ur m0od felt better as writing makes eu betta :) juz nice after finishing, he c0red n eu happily answer e f0ne h0ping t0 get a bright resp0nse 0n e 0ther end t0o but instead wad eu get was "jessalyn........ blah blah" hearing speak using a very negative t0ne eu 0s0 sian already after 5s eu cry again 0s0 dunn0 why but eu manage t0 'ren' n c0nt speaking n0rmally... after a while he g0rt angry cuz eu using c0m n he slam e f0ne d0wn... wad wld eu feel?

tt time i realli realli super mad le KNN n if this stupid bl0g cant publish wad i type n i have t0 retype i g0ing t0 *&$*)&@)&)$&)#$.... idi0tic!

why is it like tt everytime WHY!?! 0ur 1 mth 0s0 like tt 0ur 2 mth wan hist0ry repeat itself izzit? fark fark fark i hate it///

Singing f0r death and,
Your call is answered.
But you would wonder,
How long will it take,
He has control now, not you;
As you writh and burn as you blake...

b0redd-

2005-04-07T10:28:00.000+08:00

ytd i bl0gged in e sch library budden dunn0oe wad happened i typed 2 times 2 times g0rt err0r s0 fed up!... hmpf n0w see if i can recall wad i type ytd...

[o5.o4.o5] 10.28am
i am n0w in da sch library xD and here am i missing m0ii dear again >.< dear ="(">

an0ther thing which i hate was e p.e 0mg... i hate p.e n jc p.e is v. strict which is a terible news f0r slackers like me =*( BOO HOO HOO... eu n0e wad happen during t0day's p.e wah damn idi0tic 1.. juz becuz we t0ok a l0ng time [l0nger den 10mins] t0 assemble at e grandstand in 0ur p.e attire, we were t0ld t0 change back t0 full-u n assemble at the hall within 10mins... afer we assemble the t0opid cher ask us change back t0 p.e again 0mg it is like AGAIN hell0o grrr.... den after p.e i went t0 da t0liet t0 change n met 3 ugly bitches... they 'whisper' [n0te e "] t0 each 0ther 'l0ok at her skirt s0 sh0rt aiy0.. blah blah' ka0z whisper s0 l0ud as if meant f0r giants t0 hear =.= jeal0us cuz my legs nicer den sae 0ut lah need like tt whisper meh =O an0ther bad thing i saw this m0rn n tt is BABI 0r p0rk [er hmm eu all shld n0e wh0] wah piang! her legs s0 thick n fat like elephant's leg still wear skirt s0 sh0rt den like prance ard with a sign 'see i s0 chi0' *faintsss... aww why am i critisizing this critising tt hmm.. muz be i infected the critisize-ppl virus fr0m sean hahahs... anyway maths lecture gtg...

.ssianss.

2005-04-01T08:22:00.000+08:00

o.0 6 daes 0f n0rt t0uchin` m0ii bl0g n pe0ple c0mplain say why nv bl0g le...

e answer is ez cuz...

IM LAZY LA =x

kekes eu all dumb arhss n0e me h0w l0ng le sh0uld n0e my character mah i'm d0s lazy lazy pe0ple wh0 :-

*dun like t0 study
*dun like t0 d0 things
*dun like t0 d0 hw
*dun like t0 practise pian0
*dun like t0 eat h0t things
*dun like t0 g0 sk0ol
*dun like exams

well abv are e 7 d0n't fer mie budden lucky f0r eu all i d0 hab d0's :)

*like t0 sleep
*like t0 sh0p
*like t0 eat sweet things esp.. KINDER SURPRISE
*like dbsg n b0a
*like my dear
*like t0king t0 my dear
*like g0in` 0ut wib my dear

der eu g0 e 7 d0's fer me l0lss... =X alm0z half 0f it is like my dear s0 c0nclusi0n = I LURVBE ME DEAR LORTS :)

wahahahs enuff 0f my dear n d0s crappin` ltr pe0ple c0mplain again zh0ng my deardear qing my frens l0lss... >.<>

0h yah haben t0k abt mwah new sk0ol nyjc... =\ well 1 w0rd t0 describe it 'average' : )

*the canteen f0od n0rt nice

*sch0ol facilities n0rt bad

*teachers ermm s0-s0 lar..

*pe0ple der hmm 0kies n0r

*my new klz ermmss can impr0ved la budden 4 guys 0nli 'PATHETIC!' =X

like nth m0re t0 say lerss hehes.. that's all f0lks *tata*

[curtains cl0se]

quarrel again...

2005-03-26T14:01:00.000+08:00

haiss t0odae bad dae... early in m0rn wake up 9.3o o.0 den went fer pian0 den came h0me s0 tiredd- in e end even cancel g0in 0ut wif m0ii dear den he a bit n0rt happy haiss.. den after slpin ard 6 plus i went 0ut wif 4j de s0rrie t0 miie dear.. i nv g0 0ut wif hiim i g0 0ut wif dem =\ all my fault st0opid miie anyway e dinner was quite nice me 1st time eat at fish & c0. l0lss.. n0rt bad.. budden despite e dinner me n dear pr0blem til n0w stil haben s0lve.. =\ even made hiim hate me haiss w0 v. si bai =O n0 m0od le end here....

dear.e.present

2005-03-14T08:05:00.000+08:00

im s0o0o happie t0dae n ytd kekess..

reas0n 1 : g0tta` meet dear ytd [4 daes nv c him lerss]
reas0n 2 : went sh0ppin` n b0ught things wif j0anne
reas0n 3 : dear b0ught fer miie da necklace i lurbve it very verh much >.<

DEAR THX EU VERY MUCH LURVBE EU A LORT A LORT

dis is 2 very blur f0t0 0f da necklace :

kaixin.hse

2005-03-12T08:42:00.000+08:00

it's been s0 damn l0ng since i've went t0 sch0ol and i did t0day >.< s0 pr0ud 0f myself hahhas.. in the m0rn i w0ke up at 6 didn't wan t0 g0 t0 sch but i g0rt myself 0ut 0f bed.. i felt s0 al0ne s0 l0nely with0ut sean went t0 sch0ol al0ne sux.. 0h sean n0w den i n0e h0w imp0rtant eu are t0 me kekes... n0 w0nder everytime i pangseh eu nv g0 sch eu 0s0 said the same things t0 me hahhas.. =D wahh i s0 l0ng nv g0 sch til i f0rget everythin` nvm wads imp0rtant t0 me is i see my frens hahas t0o bad mich nv g0 =( she pei her darlin` l0il0i g0 0ut hmpf !!!

d0s wh0 g0:
-miie :)
-juan
-kaixin
-celeste [met her after sch0ol]
-huiting
-angeline
-weena
-robyn
-marilyn
-denise

=) lalala we 0nli stayed in sch0ol fer like 2 hrs o.0 den we zha0 le as usual hahahs =X last time guaikia like angeline, huiting, juan .... they dun dare p0n sch de ever since they n0e me, celeste, kaixin they bec0me b0lder le w0rss l0lss... i remember when they 1st time wan run sch they chicken 0ut den n0w ish we walk 0ut 0f sch gate like n0b0dy's business xD went t0 paya lebar there had mac fer breakfast.. when celeste arrived, we went t0 kaixin's hse...

w0w i'm s0 glad i n0e kaixin sia!!!! after kn0win her i suddenly felt that my h0use n m0ii r0om isn't tt messy after all LOL!! budden we had fun singin` karaoke l0lss n since we all are gurls we 0s0 had 0ur mad m0ment l0lss.. it was fun >.< 0h yah we 0s0 c0ok spaghetti with celeste.aka.main-c0ok, huiting.aka.dishwasher, angeline.aka.smasher, and 0f cuz me.aka.f0odtaster MUHAHAHHAHAS..... =X while they c0okin` i eating e mincemeat xD wheee... t0dae juan as usual s0t 1 n0r g0 where 0s0 sia0 sia0 keep luffin n screamin til everywhere we g0 we g0rt e stares n disappr0vals fr0m e public l0lsss.. bthss her.. den h0r t0day i pr0n0uce 2 things wr0ngly mincemeat as mice-meat n s0up as s0ap =.= after hearin` me she went MUHAHHAHAHAS jess.. wads e pr0blem wif eu MUHAHAHHS... luffin n luffin l0lss.... can;t blame all ij gurls are like tt hahhas.. t0o hyper..

kaixin 0s0 g0rt a super duper cute c0usin 0mg he;s s0 darn cute n0r!!!! >.< can c0mpare with my dear when he was y0ung l0l b0th l0ok s0 kawaii.. his name is c0r chen xi l0lss s0unded like sean's name which is chen xin muhahahs... when we leavin da hse tt time it was raining n celeste de dardar r0ger came t0 fetch her shunpian l0bang us t0 bus st0p kekes.. wheee miie first time see him l0lss.. 0kies larr n0rt bad n0rt miie type c0s he 23 yrs 0ld l0ls... btw celeste is 19 =)

0h yahh dunn0e wads e hell wr0ng wif miie i keep sneezin`` [0r rather tryin t0 sneeze] after i reach h0me i sneeze n sneeze dunn0 whether is s0meb0dy miss me 0r i kanna cursed o.0 [h0pe n0rt l0lss] i muz hab g0rtten e runny n0se sickeness fr0m celeste n juan n0w my n0se super duper itchy n runny...

dunch think i will g0 sch these few days or maybe even weeks again s0o i'm s0o g0nna miss dem.. we 0s0 g0in` separate ways le all diff jcs n p0lys =( here's a p0em ferr them:

t0 all miie m.i jiemeiss:

A friend is someone we turn to
when our spirits need a lift.
A friend is someone we treasure
for our friendship is a gift.
A friend is someone who fills our lives
with beauty, joy, and grace.
And makes the whole world we live in
a better and happier place.

lalala~ n0w ferr e same 0ld thing again I MISS MY DEAR SO MUCH NOW!!!!! =x kekess.. yawns`` i think i g0in` take an aftern0on nap n0w lerss nights >.<

If tomorrow starts without me

2005-03-11T16:21:00.000+08:00

:) t0o miie deariie

If tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.

I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.

But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye,
For all my life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for,
So much yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.

I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
And all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for a while,
I'd say good-bye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile.

But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
Would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.

When GOD looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne,
He said "This is eternity,
And all I've promised you."
Today for life on earth is past,
But here it starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
And since each day's the same way
There is no longing for the past.

But you have been so faithful,
So trusting and so true.
Though there were times you did some things,
You knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven,
And now at last you are free.
So won't you take my hand.
And share my life with me?

So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we are far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart.

b0redd..

2005-03-10T22:52:00.000+08:00

g0sh m0ii last entry ppl see le all c0me threaten tell mua marmee h0w h0rrible i was l0lss s0 i n0w p0st an0rther 0ne xD this is g0nna be quite a l0ng 0ne t0 make up f0r e past few days 0f absence..

hmm lets start fr0m o8.o3.o5

tt dae supp0se t0 be m0ii 0ne mth wib m0ii dear de.. in m0rnz we still happie happie budden dunn0e whyiie suddenly aftern0on bec0z 0f s0me lame reas0n [which i f0rg0rt] + we 2 bad m0od [cuz 0f weather i think] we 2 quarrel... quarrel until quite vi0lent w0r =*( s0b s0b l0lss den lucky g0rt ryuju n eugene c0me pei me t0k l0lss.. ryuju veh. nice w0r he t0ld me al0rt 0f things n lemme c his web which has his life st0ry veh. t0uchin` sia n 0s0 lemme n0e his past m0re =) 0h yah daryl 0s0 g0rt pei me t0k xD ard 5 like tt suddenly i g0rt a c0r fr0m bernie he sae he heard me n dear quarrel fr0m ryuju den wan c0r me 0ut t0 brighten my m0od n 0s0 sae if i g0 ryuju den will g0.. 0f cuz i agree lah.. budden sia0 arh g0 d0wn tampanies find him leh TAMPINES 0h my g0d bishan all the way t0 tamp i sit t0 there until butt pain n it t0ok me a j0urney 0f 1.5hrs = 90minz = 5400 secs blah blah blah... while 0n e way m0ii dear msg me den s0meh0w we 2 he ha0 le hehess.. after i reach tampines i saw they 2 wif a bunch 0f pe0ple wahh they ahlian l0lss =X [weii s0 cann0rt accuse me ah lian anym0re h0r i guaikia ^o^] went t0 century square watch them play arcade =.= they h0w 0ld le b0th 0lder den me stil play KOF my gawk bthss them sia.. i wanted t0 find junyi budden sadly tt dae she n0rt w0rking =( l0lss.. den we went t0 s0meplace in tamp de coffee sh0p le.. me n ryuju share 1 ice kacang den e 2pid bernie anyh0w sae we s0 tian mi =.= jerlyn 0r jieling [her name sounded like tt] sae we 2 c0uple face LOL i luff til pengz.. eat ice kacang tt time me n ryuju childish sia he drip on table til veh messy den jealous me s0 guyi drip on my side den we 2 like tt start drip lai drip qu le kekess... jieling [err wadeva =x] de teeth veh p0wer de leh she bite a c0ke can veh fast de den after a few seconds *POOF* the can is open n it can f0rm an ashytray le she 0s0 bite bernie da hand til veh veh red wah i see lia0z hair 0s0 stand pity bernie l0lss... ard 9.3o ber n ryu peii me walk til tp [temasek p0ly] t0 take bus t0 dear hse le =) wah i first time see tp suagu h0r l0lss.. =X s0 big n quite nice w0r den at night see like veh wulu =X i wait at bus st0p abt 8 mins den bus 23 c0me le i b0arded it n was in a state 0f panick f0r abt 25 mins? cuz s0 late le i dunn0e which bus st0p alight den scared i miss da st0p xD lucky i st0p right st0p den walk t0 his hse le... wah his hse at night veh wulu 0s0 den walk veh l0ng i s0o scared sia =X there 0s0 a l0rt 0f cats dunn0e whyiie xia si w0 le den suddenly p0p 0ut 1 d0g o.0 tt's ard jeralyn e hse der... dear sae he veh happy t0 see me sia n i 0s0 happie we 0k le hehes...he ask me a l0rt 0f stupid qns hmpf nxt time i see his tt church fren i wan t0 smack him *arbish* make my dear anyh0w think HMPF!!! dear make me da sandwich i like kekes den i stay til 12.1o like tt i g0 h0me le =) *muackz dear happie 1 mth kekes...

n0w o9.o3.o5 ..

i s0o late reach h0me den need t0 wake up s0o early in m0rn fer wad? t0 pei sean crash sch l0lss... he early 7 in da m0rn c0r me wake up den 8 we leave fer nyjc.. yawns i tt time s0o sleepy sia.. when take cab reach nyjc i o.0 0mg s0 nice nicer den tt stupid m.i a l0rt a l0rt a l0rt 0f times i see lia0z mie eyes g0 o.0... l0lss de canteen f0od 0s0 super nice n0rt like m.i 2 pathetic st0res hehes.. we 2 went t0 crash e ge0 lecture wif jamie n darren.. n 0h my g0d de cher her v0ice i hear lia0 veh irritatin` she t0k like singin` s0ng.. den n0rt tt 1 veh de wad la budden the ge0 lecture e students all there are SOOOO UGLY... their ugly-nest irks me 0h my g0d all s0 ugly until sean in there is e m0z hands0me [sh0ckin h0r] n jamie is e prettiest [can eu imagine tt!?!?!] den sittin` in fr0nt 0f me e gurls kan phua super ugly they 0s0 t0k a l0rt kip t0k n t0k n t0k irritated me until i wanted t0 sc0ld dem shutup eu bitches i wan t0 listen klz -.- yuck nyjc arts stream s0 jialat all e yanda0 chi0bu muz hab g0ne t0 e sci stream 0mg im g0in` t0 e arts stream der chan le la h0w can i study wif all e ugly n brainless pe0ple der o.0 =X l0lss after this lecture me n sean t0ok a cab again t0 ajc le.. we met r0ngjun, me0w-vin n alex dunn0e why e sch0ol n0wsdays we walk in n 0ut like n0b0dy's business de ajc there veh veh 0ld sia budden der a l0rt chi0bus if ev3r eu think eu l0ok slightly abv average h0r g0 ajc there e chi0bu super a l0rt n e guys all c.m.i[cann0ort make it] l0lss.. bud h0r the gals juz like wad r0ngjun n sean says they l0ok super stuck up d0s b0-chup n "see i s0 pretty eu n0rt fit enuff t0 stand beside me" attitude.. l0lss.. we attended the f-maths lecture l0lss den we mayfl0werians n0 matter real ajc 0r fake ajc 1 sit in a r0w there's:

-zhenxi0ng
-zhenl0ng
-me
-sean
-r0ngjun
-sean
-me0w-vin
-alex
-lina
-yv0nne
-teck ha0
-chang tai
-ka siang

all 0f us 13 sit in a r0w xcept f0r changtai n0 place le l0lss.. den we s0 0bvi0us eu l0ok up at e lecture hall eu can see 1 wh0le r0w same unif0rm s0 unlikely sia hahahs... den suddenly 11.45 sharp dear c0r me l0lss he say 11.45 will 0r me realli 11.45 sharp c0r me >.< den i b0 pian i t0k inside lecture hall n0r.. as eu all n0e ajc students verh studi0us de den everyb0dy l0ok at me wif my handph0ne t0kin l0lss.. sean they all sae 0ne l0ok at me will n0e i n0rt ajc de pe0ple l0ls... kekess.. ltr we all went central meet jas0n n went t0 k-p0ol le.. 0mg in k-p0ol i saw jas they all HMPF they g0 0ut neva c0r me wad kind 0f fren are they LOL jk... s0 we play p0ol t0gether n0r kekes... i s0 l0ng nv t0uch p0ol den after i play i f0und 0ut tt i dunn0e h0w t0 sh0ot d90s straight balls n fer 0ther ppl veh ez g0 in de i 0nli n0e h0w t0 sh0ort d0s veh diff balls cuz my aimin everytime g0 hey-wire l0lss.. in t0tal there is 20 pe0ple [0ur grp] play 3 tables onli l0lss.. g0rt

-me
-jas
-hy
-yh
-sean
-rj
-melvin
-alex
-kenneth
-eugene
-j0el
-jiexiang
-mingy0ng
-jianhuei
-2 guys i dunn0e de
-yangyi
-jas0n
-benjamin

n errr.. i cant realli remember cuz a l0rt ppl... den i 0s0 saw lawrance o.0 everytime see him is at amkl central 0r k-p0ol de l0lss.. he change le hmm bec0me shuai le bahx =) i went t0 sae ell0o t0 hiim [see i g0rt manners l0lss] cuz last time i see him i nv sae hell0o he s0ort 0f sc0ld me l0lss.. newaym it's nice meetin` him again :) after p0ol m0ii dear end sch0ol den c0me central find me hehehs.. cuz i wanted t0 pass him his 1 mth present l0lss.. lalala s0 happie can get t0 see him again xD

1o.o3.o5:

IT'S A BORIN DAE n i'm feelin` s0 lazy... even cancel my 0utin` wif m0ii 'la0g0ng' l0lss change t0 nxt week kekes... lalala r0ttin` at h0me while thinkin` 0f dear xD

0h my g0odness... i machiam wr0te an essay hahahs went t0 c0unt abt 1500 w0rds LOL... t0 d0s pe0ple readin my bl0g entry thx f0r wastin ur time see me talk c0ck here l0lss...

ffuck.up.larr

2005-03-03T14:53:00.000+08:00

knn ccb darn fuck up n0w larr... t0dae wh0le dae m0od sp0il le ka0x... sians s0rry fer vulgarities budden tt's juz wad i'm feelin` n0w n if eu all dun like it tt's ur 0wn pr0b...

after da 0's

2005-03-02T09:29:00.000+08:00

d0om's day ish 0va wheeee.... l0lss n i SURVIED!!!! =P ytd get results tt time i machiam n0 feelin` de like get results den get n0r s0 wad =x budden when my turn g0 up take me results slip m0ii wh0le hand luan dia0... s0ften, h0ld pen sign name 0s0 a bit shaky l0lss... den i see m0ii result scan thru biggest number i see is three den i relax le lol... c0unt 0ut i g0rt l1r5 14 o.0 den i cry LOL... t0o happie le kekeks cuz me mid yr tt time me g0rt 35, prelim g0rt 23 n0w 14 >.< hy they all 0s0 did well hy, jas n val as usual e 4a ppl they g0rt 11 n yh g0rt 13 den i first time results s0 cl0se t0 dem >.< n0rmally they at the t0p me bel0w bel0w de cuz i l0usy xD.... plannin` g0 t0 nyjc t0gether wheee finally can same sch as them le 1st 3 mths me m.i they 4 g0 srjc leave me al0ne in m.i wif sean =*( bad h0r? LoL... kenneth they all 0s0 sc0re n0rt bad all l1r5 bel0w 20 can le xD

at 5 plus me went t0 mit dearie =D wheee everyday see hiim even t0day >.< already 6 c0ntini0us day see hiim le s0 happie xD dunch n0e whyiie i realised i like hiim m0re n m0re each dae... missin` hiim n0w...

l0ng time n0 bl0g

2005-02-27T03:46:00.000+08:00

o.0 wah i l0ng time n0 bl0g le sia... erm happened a l0rt a l0rt 0f things budden i cant remember, dunch w0rry is all gud things de xD LOL... lets juz bl0g abt recently wad happened... 0n thurs, as usual, i didn't g0 sch LOL i saw my attendence it was O all the way LOL =X cuz s0metime i g0 sch suiper late wif sean [gu yi de] den i 0s0 didn't b0ther t0 take attendence :) oh yah thurs i went 0ut wif j0anne t0 t0wn t0 buy stuffs... we walk here walk there walk until leg suan sia den i 0s0 saw a l0rt 0f ppl i n0e de l0lss.. ltr when g0in` h0me tt time we take ne0s wheee... >.< den we 2 went t0 j0 de hse le n hab dinner der... cuz i t0k 0n f0ne wif me jie durin` dinner m0ii dear angry >.< s0rry dear i pr0miz wun d0 tt nem0re =)

whereas ytd, me went 0ut wif mich wh0ow s0 l0ng nv see her le sia abt 2 weeks?! 0r mayb m0re LOL i remember last time we everyday g0 0ut de ^o^ we g0 sim lim square n we 2 were LOST l0lss ka0x tt place nv put directi0n sign de den we 2 g0ng g0ng de dunn0e g0 whioch sh0p buy mp3 player betta... den we l0ok s0 0dd cuz there n0rmally 0nli b0ys den we 2 super stand 0ut ppl kip l0okin` at us =.= lalala after tt we went t0wn sh0p n take ne0s again LOL... den meet m0ii dear n thurein le >.< I MISS HIM =X

s0bx he n0w wif thurein again g0in` t0 his sch da 0pen hse... den me here stuck at miie hse dunn0e shld i g0 0ut wif j0anne 0r miie frens cuz they haben c0r hmmmm...

click bel0w t0 view:
-->*//f0t0s 0f me n mich<--
-->*//f0t0s 0f me n j0<--

unlucky.day

2005-02-17T07:30:00.000+08:00

arghh t0dae i am s0 darn unlucky l0lss... in da m0rn` went t0 put 0n c0ntacts f0und 0ut my eyes damn pain s0 i neva put 0n anything juz walk 0ut 0f my hse... my visi0n was s0o blurry l0lss... n0 specs n0 c0ntacts n0 n0thin` xP... actually nth much happen t0day xcept tt durin` my break i t0k 0n f0ne wif him den i 0s0 sittin` 0n da table... when i wan get 0ff da table it c0llasped =.= 0ne 0f e legs br0ke LOL i am s0 darn heavy... den mich huting they all kip luffin` at me SOB I AM SO SAD budden nvm i was oso luffin m0iiself =X LOL hahas besides dis er unfortunate incident after sk0ol me mich huiting n sean went t0 da sch c0ffee sh0p der n slack a while... i 0rdered c0c0nut n when i tried t0 0pen it da drink spalshed 0ut 0nt0 my shirt LOL i shrieked n da pe0ple der all went n help me hahhass... s0 farny and e w0rst is i did it twice o.0 l0lss... when i reached amk central i decided t0 put 0n mia specs sick 0f e blurry visi0n da wh0le dae n when i put 0n m0ii specs.... mich n huiting keep luffin =( cuz i l0ok s0 nerd hahhas.. okok i admit i am nerd.. den mich say i t0tally changed my image t0 s0me studi0us guai gal d0s teacher's pet type 0f things den sean said he prefer me in specs cuz i l0ok cuter -.- wad the heck i l0ok s0 nerd LOL... awww basically my dae was like dis =) kind 0f b0rin` cuz a l0rt ppl p0n sch t0day like geline n celeste HMPF nv ji0 me p0n 0s0 l0lss.. =X

v.dae

2005-02-16T11:15:00.000+08:00

awww i didn't bl0g ytd cuz hmm as usual i wad s0o darn tired LOL =X ytd's v dae was great b0th in da m0rnin` aftern0on n night [practically e wh0le dae] hehes... it's great cuz i get t0 spend e day wif m0ii galfriends, friends, n HIM muhahhas... ytd v dae we have n0 sk0ol but instead we nid t0 set up st0res sellin` v dae stuff n wheee i g0rt l0rtsa pressies n A BIG THX EU FOR EU ALL muackz eu guys r0x man.. xD 0h yah besides fl0wers n stuff i 0s0 g0rtten edible things, ball0ons, xiang si d0u, l0llip0p, heart shape fl0wer n even a g0d br0ther LOL... =) well his name is j0el =) [weii n0rt e j0el, me0w-vin fren de, ish an0rther 0ne l0lss]

m0rn` in e st0re i saw 2 cute lil` stuff t0y in a b0ttle n they were SO DARN CUTE sia s0 i decided t0 buy fer me dear hehe 1 pig 1 d0g l0lss.. pig ish c0r xiaoxiaoivan, d0g is xiaoxiaojessalyn xP LOL i s0 childish budden nvm he wan me can le =X after sk0ol me juan, celeste n kaixin went t0wn wheee saw l0rts 0f weird ppl n 0f cuz a l0rt 0f c0uples walkin` past us l0lss.. went sh0ppin`, sight-seeing, eatin` n 0f cuz ne0prints wheee... 1st time i t0ok ne0 wif mi frenz ^o^ t0o bad mich cant j0in us as she's with her dear hmpf zh0ng se qing y0u ch0ose her dear 0va us =`` s0bx LOL den huiting sick, liesl went 0ut wif her frens, geline g0rt w0rk n weena they all hmmm dunn0e where they die le muhahhahas =x

at night whee went t0 me dear hse hehes... he c0ok fer mee wheee... e mushr0om s0up v nice lehss n fillin 0s0 s0mem0re e s0up s0 cute de g0rt crust 0n t0p de den muz break it t0 drink e s0up >.< *yummy* i gave him his v dae pressent n glad tt he l0ves it hehes... budden I AM SO JEALOUS NOW l0lsss n it's all becuz 0f xiaoivan an0rther rec0rdin` piggy i b0ught fer him hahhas.. he l0ve it s0 much hmpf... l0lss ^o^

anyway ytd i enj0yed m0iiself b0th wif him n mua frenz *muackz l0ve eu guys n gals...

mich.hse

2005-02-14T03:10:00.000+08:00

yawns`` i'm s0o0o tired again cuz i didn't get much sleeep.. ytd aft i went 0ut wif m0ii dear buy his things >.< 0s0 b0ught my BoA cds n p0ster hehes.. after tt me met sf den buy necklace le den g0 j0j0 hse d0 things le xD v.tiring n0r d0 until abt 2 den finish n it's 2AM OMG 6 t0 2 h0w many h0w many hrs is tt sia..... anyway it's my first time d0 s0mething d0 til s0o late n 0s0 1st time i d0 l0lss n0rmally i v,lazy de ^o^ finally til 4,30 i bth le i sleep like pig >.< 0h yah ytd 0s0 happened sth farny n it's all a misundertsanding hehess s0rry dear shldn't hab doubted euu xP

argh black eye c0me 0ut le cuz i slept fr0m 4,30 t0 9am den g0tta` rush t0 michelle hse d0 an0ther things ARGH SO DAMN TIRED budden b0 pian =\ n0w me still d0in` m0ii stuff while bl0ggin l0lsss h0pe it turns 0ut nice t0o cuz all these things me 1st-timer lai de =X hmm maybe ltr i g0 back j0anna hse den i bl0g 0r sth 0r else 2ml den i c0n't blog xP

*psst dear i miss euu a l0rt a l0rt..... ^o^

j0j0.hse

2005-02-12T15:11:00.000+08:00

yawns`` s0o tired i juz reached h0me =) t0day went t0 j0j0 hse visit n eat steamb0at wheee... g0rt a l0rt ppl g0 w0r g0rt...

-ME =x
-sean
-dexter
-gerald
-j0j0 [0f.cuz l0lss]
-alex
-r0ngjun
-me0w-vin
-shufang
-weekuang
-andy
-yeeeng
-changtai
-yv0nne
-zhenxi0ng
-cassandra

hmm think dunch hab le bahx i 0s0 quite f0rget le l0lss... i went j0j0 hse t0gether wif e 3 hunks ^.- l0lss... remember tt time i anti-s0cial sia they all in 1 r0om happie happie i super n0 mud g0 her br0 de r0om n msn hahhas =X... ltr andy, rj den sean came n sean f0und me cryin l0lss.. s0 paiseh =X neways i j0ined them in da nxt r0om, veri fun n0r see dem all gamble xcept me [see i s0 guai >.<] hahahs.... ltr 0n after eat m0ii steamb0at i went t0 da bed i lie den the shuaige, alex j0in w0 l0lss f0ll0wed by t0opid sean, guaiguai gerald n da nyjc babe-magnet dexter ^o^ they la extra de all squeeze wif me =.= l0lss hai me cant m0ve at all sandwiched between alex n sean l0ls.. den they als0 s0t s0t de n0r 0n air-c0n n fan i s0 c0ol sia budden lucky g0rt alex n sean they like radiat0r LOL... we watched al0rt 0f farny sh0ws den ltr they all wan watch wrestlin n b0xin` =.= s0 b0rin` sia =X n0rt l0ng den me left wif dexter sean n gerald le... while waitin` fer cab dexter tried t0 use his charm 0n me hahhas.. t0o bad didn't w0rk leh *bish him super flirt l0lss... [0h n0 e nyjc gurls g0nna kill me lia0z] yawns`` i sleepy le think g0nna slp s0on le... l0llip0p dreams every0ne...

tears.againn

2005-02-12T08:54:00.000+08:00

i hate cryin`` i hate sheddin tears i hate e way i'm feelin' n0w... argh whyieee d0 i feel dis wayy......... n I HATE IT.... fcuk fcuk fcuk *&($&(&(#@&&)&)&*)$*)#*@_( $E)(*()*EK$RE)D(*$

*psst s0rrie f0r mie language.........

went.his.hse.pai.nian

2005-02-11T18:08:00.000+08:00

t0day n0thin` great happened juz tt m0rn` went justice pe0ple gatherin` den after tt i pang seh dem t0 find him... went t0 his hse n pai nian sia n h0r i very happy cuz g0tta see him again >.< s0 l0ng nv see him le n0r miss si ta le... ^o^ dun feel like bl0gin n0w le cuz.. argh f0rget it....

feelin fer n0w:
neddubwonimanileefsserpeddnaatibnwodzuc...siahedammihyrgnadnaiknihtehetiuqdamtaemoot.....

anyway dear i'm reallie very s0rrie pls f0rgive me kkaess... i pr0mise i will tell eu e reas0n whyiee de... *muackz i still miss eu very muchiesss

cny

2005-02-10T18:30:00.000+08:00

@.@ last update 2 days ag0 l0lss.. hmm a l0rt 0f things happened sia budden well n0 nid bl0g 0ut bahx l0lss... 1st lemme juz say t0day da stuff can le l0lss.. t0day is 0h well... yesterday le cuz after 12... ytd i super AA... dun get it?? means i super ATTRACT ATTENTION... still dun get it?? means i dress up very hmm 'c0ol' til pe0ple all staring at me wherever i g0 l0lss.. n0w wad did i wear? v.n0rmal n0r black n white... white l0ng sleeve n sh0rt black mini skirt with knee length white b0ots... s`p0reans dunn0e wad e heck they thinkin` wear knee length b0ots 0nli ma nid stare like i alien ma hmpf nv see b4 pretty gurl izzit LOL... 0k i g0tta admit i t0day wear until super h0t =X hahhas budden my h0t as in i burning t0o h0t le l0ng sleeve s0mem0re plus b0ots hahhas... >.<

dis yr cny is juz like any 0ther days n0r except t0day g0rt ang ba0 get hehhes... went visitin` ard n saw s0me relatives l0ng time nv see le like wenjun, dewei, blah blah they stil l0ok s0 pretty n shuai =) t0o bad didn;t see yunrui n jiankai nxt time muz g0 visit her b4 she leaves fer aust. again ^o^ 0h ya t0day i super miss him a l0rt... everywhere i g0 i miss him fr0m h0use visiting time t0 watching m0vie... btw i watched c0nstantine t0day n the sh0w r0x th0ugh it freak me 0ut a little with e h0rrid pictures 0f e dem0ns n stuff... YUCK!!! s0me parts i was s0 freak 0ut i had t0 c0ver my eyes =X hahahs well i'm timid tts all i can say... anyway dis is a great sh0w 0ught n0rt t0 be missed w0r =) th0ugh s0me parts i quite blur n i yawn a few times la =Xx n0w i d0in` s0me stuff den i g0 slp le... miss him l0rts....

dis fits my m0od exactly...
It's been two days and I'm missin' you already
Never really thought you could mean
So much in such a little time

feelin.betta

2005-02-08T16:57:00.000+08:00

0ops s0rry fer tt depressin` entry hahahs budden w0 de m0od n0w betta le =) yawns`` n0w m0ii eyes s0re s0re dry dry le wahhahahs s0 i g0in` slp n0w le w0rss night everyb0dy esp stupid pig... xD

cry.n.cry

2005-02-08T12:25:00.000+08:00

yawnss... tired n0w g0rt a l0rt 0f things i wanna kip it private dun wanna say here i 0nli tell mua la0p0 >.< la0p0 shh.. 0s0 h0r hehehss i dun wan ltr wah et ken they all n0e le i will paiseh de muhahahs... i'm well i'm feelin` c0nfused n s0 f**ked up wib dis w0rld argh guess i'm juz ins***** abt things hmmmz =\ la0p0 help w0... i dunn0e wad am i g0nna` d0 hehes... 0ne day im g0nna juz let it g0 n surrender; let away all mua tr0ubles n i'll b back t0 n0rmal xD [h0pe s0]

i want to escape,
escape from this place.
i want to get so far away,
where i can't see my face,
where my feeling won't hurt,
where my happiness stays,
where every things perfect,
but it's all so far away.

-byy shufang >.<

made.him.angriee

2005-02-07T17:11:00.000+08:00

s0rrie... im s0rrie fer makin` eu guilty, makin` eu sad, sp0ilin` ur m0od juz n0w, makin` eu unhappy.... im s0rrie fer everything.... haiss t0day cl0se t0 1o tt time w0 feelin` d0wn cuz eu sad s0o i cry budden at least i cry fer a reas0n... i cried fer euu... hehes... i miss eu budden i miss p0rky m0re =x.. mie 0s0 n0w wearin` ur cr0ss i pr0miz i wun l0se it s0o i will wear it everywhere i g0 =)

missin.himm

2005-02-06T17:45:00.000+08:00

I AM MISSIN` HIM ALREADY!!!! s0meb0dy help me i think im g0in` t0 be krazy 0ne 0f these days i kip thinkin` abt him... argh... whyiee am i s0 addicted t0 him sia =\ anyway i wanna thx him juz n0w fer cheerin` me up juz hearin ya v0ice i very happy le >.< n0w he ish in lala land le while here i am c0untin` meh meh each wib his face 0n tryin` t0 slp xD hehhess... whee budden nvm i think ltr 0n me g0in` his hse bahx [if i can wake] den i can c him le hehess.. *shy* =x a stupidd0g ish thinkin` 0f a stupidpig right n0w...

misa.trip

2005-02-06T12:42:00.000+08:00

arghh i'm s0 freakin` damn tired... dis m0rnin` suddenly g0rt w0ken up by my marmee cuz they ask me whether i wan g0 msia... t0day i dunn0e wad in e hell happen t0 me guess i was juz feelin` da blues... fer me is saturday blues =( in e m0rnin` i was s0 darn sad hmmz actually n0rt sad but m0re 0f like i was in a daze... didn't n0e wad was g0in` 0n ard me didn't n0e wad was happening n i was like totally blank.. dunn0e whyiee til ltr 0n i realised it was becuz 0f av =\ lucky m0ii marmee brin me sh0ppin brighten my m0od a bit hehess... n h0r i was s0 damn bz findin` cl0thes fer me br0 [cuz he stayed at h0me t0 play game =.=] tt i f0rg0tten i was m0ody xP... i r'member durin` tt time i miss a pig l0ads... cuz me n0 recepti0n s0 i g0tta` 0ff my ph0ne f0r e day... i was s0 missin` himm sia n i 0ften type sms budden cant send l0lss a l0rt 0f unsent sms in m0ii f0ne =X s0 when ard 6 plus g0rt signal i called budden n0b0dy answer s0bx.. i went back t0 my m0ody side cuz waitin` f0r cust0ms check n stuff v l0ng n b0rin` 0s0... den h0r finally... m0ii f0ne ringg wheeee.... >.< l0lss i sia0 le cuz miss tt pig a l0rt ma =x t0k a while den went h0me, bathe, d0 my things den c0r him back le =) yawnss`` a stupid d0g is thinkin` 0f a stupid pig n0w.....

[.jasmine.aka.la0p0.]: thx fer hearin` wad i g0tta say w0rss.. haiss feelin` damn m0ody t0day alm0z cried a l0rt 0f times lucky g0rt eu here t0 spill m0ii feelins hehess.... budden h0r when eu say e w0rd 'n0' tt time i alm0z feel like hittin eu in da head =X

entry.o2

2005-02-05T17:12:00.000+08:00

yawnss`` n0w s0 darn tired reached h0me at midnight plus >.< t0day after sk0ol went t0 'her' hse n 'she' c0ok fer me w0rss hehess... nice nice lehss *muackz* t0day 0s0 f0und 0ut wh0 g0rdan ish l0lss.. saw him b4 budden didn't n0e he was geralyn br0 =) didn't d0 much der budden still veh fun fer me cuz i getta` see 'her' *bleahss n 0s0 j0anne +) den i s0 chan at e hse der muz run here run der pei j0anne and pei 'her' [ke lian h0r =x] me 0s0 met b0th da` parents den i a bit scared e m0ther =x lucky she nv t0k t0 me at all i scared i blank 0ut sia hehehs ^o^ i cann0rt take it le w0 wan g0 slp le !!!! missin` 'her' l0rts l0rts th0ugh w0 juz see her less den 2 hrs xP n btw i n0w still wearin ya shirt like tt prepare g0 slp le whee.... =X l0lsss

entry

2005-02-05T02:59:00.000+08:00

hehess enuff 0f p0ems me startin` t0 write entries again >.< budden i lazy lehss... b0 pian s0me stupid pig sae see sianz s0 i nid write entries xP yawnss me n0w is gp peri0d n0r den g0 c0m lab supp0se d0 pr0j budden wh0 cares i like t0 use da msn der betta =X l0lss... arghh i missin` s0meb0dy right n0w [eu se dis h0r du sae i nv miss eu ^o^] xiang si ni le larss whee.... hmmz i realli dunn0e wad write lehss wh0le mind blank blank de onli thinkin 0f 'her' 0nli... xPp [muhahahass eu t0uched ma?] argh f0rget it if i reach h0me den i n0rt s0 tired i g0 bl0g again =) i n0w g0 act guai d0 mua pr0ject le hehess...

l0nely.miee

2005-02-03T10:20:00.000+08:00

When i look into the mirror,
i begin to frown.
i hate the person staring back,
so i look towards the ground.

No one understands me,
no one really sees,
the real person i am,
or the words i speak.

people think they know me,
people think they care.
but when i need them,
they're never there.

i want to escape,
escape from this place.
i want to get so far away,
where i can't see my face,
where my feeling won't hurt,
where my happiness stays,
where every things perfect,
but it's all so far away.

t0:
[.shufang.]- euu r0cks LOL
[.huiying.jasmine.val.yinghui.] - miss eu all s0o muchiess
[.sean.] - eu r0ck t0o 2ml match muz win h0r xP
[.s0meb0dy.] - hmpf miss eu le la wad a stupid punishment eu gave me

2005-02-02T10:36:00.000+08:00

i t0ld eu h0w much i lurvbe eu
h0pin` tt eu`ll tell mi eu lurvbe me 2
but I n0e tt can`t b true
becuz i`m onli a f0ol
c0uld i b wif eu til I die
lend eu my shoulder when eu wan t0 cry
t0 eu, i pr0miz n0rt t0 lie
but deep inside i`m n0rt ur kind 0f gal
if i c0uld s0meh0w make eu see
t0 tell eu h0w much eu meant t0 mie
ppl tell me I sh0uldn`t wait but disagree
becuz I will 0waes lurvbe eu fer eternity

miss.eu.like.krazy

2005-01-31T03:43:00.000+08:00

w0ots~ f0und da s0ng again wheee...

I used to call you my girl
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had

When I think of you
I dont know what to do
When will I see you again?
I miss you like crazy
Even more than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of everyday
Girl, I'm so down when your loves not around
I miss you (miss you, miss you)
I miss you like crazy

You're all that I want
You're all that I need
(You're all that I need)
Can't you see how I feel?
Can't you see that my pain's so real?

When I think of you
I dont know what to do
When will I see you again?
I miss you like crazy
Even more than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of everyday
Girl, I'm so down when you're loves not around
I miss you (miss you, miss you)
I miss you like crazy

I miss you like crazy
Even more than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Girl, I'm so down
When your loves not around
I miss you (miss you, miss you)

I miss you like crazy...

p0em

2005-01-30T15:10:00.000+08:00

r0ses 0f e past....

i r`member.. vividly
when e seeds were 1st s0wn
up0n dis veh heart 0f me 0wn
0uietly, l0vingly n tenderly

rays 0f my l0ve sh0ne 0n e bed
as my r0ses begun t0 bl0om
e r0ots sunk deep int0 wher they were laid
deep d0wn int0 my hearts empty r0om

den e rain n st0rm came
pelterin` hard 0n my r0ses mane
my r0ses began t0 sl0wly wilt

petals cascadin`... bit by bit

e cl0uds n rain den cleared
as e sun sh0ne n e breeze blew
e shrivelled petals n leaves flew
all tt was left were r0sy mem0ries gathered...

p0em3

2005-01-30T00:05:00.001+08:00

a p0em kenneth wr0te n i decided t0 bl0g it cuz 0f s0me reas0ns...

No matter how much I love you
You will never understand
But I still want to hold on to this love
Even though I can never hold your hand

I told you that you were my One
Before I sleep at night
Yet I felt I was ignored
And nothing felt all right

I didn`t want anyone else
You were the One for me
Instead you told me to give up
But I wish you could see

How much I loved you
If only you knew
The feelings I keep inside
Every word is true
I didn`t mean to hurt you
Don`t want to see you cry
I hope you give me a chance
`Cos I don`t wanna say good-bye

I`d think of you every moment
And love you more each day
I won`t let go till I`m gone
Even if you don`t believe what I say

He`s the only person on your mind
I could see it in your eyes
He`s in every way better than me
No wonder he`s the guy you fantasized

If only I could tell you why
Maybe it`s the way that you smile

But I just wanna say I love you
If you only knew
The feelings I was trying to hide
I swear this isn`t a lie
I promise never to hurt you
Don`t want to make you cry
Please give me one chance
And I promise not to say good-bye

p0em

2005-01-28T15:07:00.000+08:00

i am n0rt supp0se t0 lurvbe eu
i am n0rt supp0se t0 care
i am n0rt supp0se t0 live my life
wishin` y0u were der
i am n0rt supp0se t0 w0nder
where eu r n wad eu d0
i am s0rry, i can't help m0iiself
cuz i am in lurvbe wib eu

library

2005-01-26T15:42:00.000+08:00

lalala~ im n0w in da sch library xP hehehss beside me is huiting yawnz 0ur cher la damn slack de dunn0e disappear until where sia den ask m0ii klz g0 library... 0s0 gud la g0rt free period ^o^ s0bx i wanna g0 h0me n0w s0 sianz lehss.. wahh didn't n0e i s0 l0ng nv bl0g le hmm abt 5 days le budden cann0rt blame me h0r i everyday reach h0me s0 tired le wan k0on ZzZz xD nth write le la i g0 h0me de c0nt' m0ii bl0g >.< *h0pefully s0o l0lss

met.ivan.xia0g0u.blahblah

2005-01-21T16:18:00.000+08:00

yawnz i s0o tired n0w s0 i n0w bl0g in summary t0o >.<

-m0rn meet jas, hy, yh, me0w, ken, et, j0el, rj, kl
-went k-b0x hear ppl sing
-sing n sing budden i nv sing cuz me v0ice sux
-went t0 meet bernie
-t0opix him late fer 25mins wan die arhx
-went t0 century square meet junyi take me dbsg things >.<
-b0ught a nati0n `o4 FINALLY
-went t0 eat kfc
-den went t0 n0vena mrt met xia0g0u aka d0n sth name t0o l0ng le
-den meet l0tsa l0tsa ppl including ivan l0lss
-b0th ivan n d0n l0ok like ger sia *gurLs r0x =X
-see ppl d0 line dancin.. wah their line dance super super nice sia
-d0n, sean they all dance s0 nice ^o^
-t0k here n0e ppl den g0 h0me le

wheee endeed l0lss..

nyp.open.hse

2005-01-20T21:32:00.000+08:00

hmm ytd nv bl0g =\ s0 i give summary 0f what happen

-after sk0ol went queenway wif sean
-at queensway bus st0p saw 3 idi0t ppl fr0m swiss c0ttage de.. l0ok like sec 3 or 4 kns i see dem buay s0ng... me n sean kip ka jia0 dem.. f**ked dem la make me l0se my m0od
-went sh0p t0 sh0p l0okin` fer me sh0e
-saw stanley n g0rden
-went t0 eat den sean saw cute b0xers buy le den c0me back find sh0e
-f0und m0ii sh0ee white de then e nike tick is blue de
-saw stanley again
-after walkin r0und saw dexter
-we 2 pei him find sh0e
-find n find after tt we 3 g0 h0me 2gether ^o^

t0day i p0n sk0ol!! wheee... sleep until s0 s0ng fr0m 10pm to 10am l0lss 12 hrs.. den me g0 nyp 0pen hse le.. der v big[ 0k la c0nsidered small le budden i l0st my way] =\ t0o blur le.. der g0rt a l0rt 0f ppl [thats fer sure] tt's y i dun like p0ly life h0pe i dun ever g0 in... cuz i dun like a l0t a l0t ppl e place xP ltr g0rt t0 see mich da frens n 0s0 her stead l0l.. n0rt bad la =) den h0r in audit0rium my eyes suddenly gave me e "l0ok-its-a-cute-guy" signal LOL.. den wah s0o0o0o cute even cuter den m0ii "id0l".. suddenly mich t0ld me tt 0ne her klz de my eyes went @.@ 0mg i didn;t n0tice it was ernest e 0ne juan was c0nstanly t0kin` abt h0w cute he was de LOL... cuz he nv wear specs ma den wear hm cl0thes den he l0ok s0 cute n yanda0 l0l xD me n liesl was like 0mg did eu see him he was s0o0o darn cute =X besides this n0thin was interestin le =\ 0h yah 0n m0nday i am g0nna be an ij ger!! dunn0e wads tt? meaning im g0nna wear e chij unif0rm [i'm wearing n0w =X] t0 sk0ol xD h0pe i l0ok like a ij gurl~ =)

meet.peiyi

2005-01-18T12:05:00.000+08:00

whee juz reach h0me mie tired again ZzZ... hmm nv bl0g abt ytd anyway ytd went t0 sean''s hse t0 d0 wad?!? watch s0ccer =.= i was happily mapling at h0me suddenly sean wans me g0 his hse l0lss... n0rt bad la at least i get t0 see kuang, rj, me0w, liting, yeeeng, janel, dexter, sim0n, keith blah blah den i s0o b0red n0r cuz i dunn0e h0w t0 watch s0ccer xP anyway quite fun la hehes... t0day n0thin` special cept tt after sch0ol me, mich, geline, kaixin n sean + 1 m0re guy went t0 bugis den ltr me n sean g0 ps meet peiyi le >.< we went t0 take ne0print w0r budden turn 0ut e c0l0ur sux face all s0 white de eeee... hmm i shall sh0w eu all m0ii picture again ^o^

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super white h0r?!? machiam gh0st.. fr0m ps t0 amk by mrt ard 20mins n guess wad becuz 0f my t0opix idi0t idea 0f takin` bus sightseeing we t0ok a t0tal 0f 1 n half hr xP hehess.. anyway quite enj0yable been t0 l0tsa place i nv see b4 de lalala... went amk t0 buy wad hmmm... n tts.... SEAN'S BOXERS LOL... t0opix n0r drag a p0or ger like me g0 buy his b0xers ltr ppl think i n him 2gether l0lss.. anyway t0day in sk0ol a l0rt c0ck eye ppl le see me n him t0t we 2 2gether -.- IMPOSSIBLE hahahs.. i 0nli wan m0ii xiah ^o^

meet.bernie

2005-01-17T05:11:00.000+08:00

yawnz i'm s0o0o0o tired!! juz reach h0me sia.. dis m0rn i 5+am den sleep den h0r me sleep until s0o s0ng suddenly mich c0r me @ 12 wake up pei her g0 0ut mit shuming l0lss.. s0bx myyy sleeepppp!!! =x played a bit 0f maple den me went 0ut lerss.. t0day farny lehss instead 0f mich spend m0ney i spend ard 90++ -.- l0lss i'm br0ke n0w *crys* plz d0nate s0me m0ney t0 me l0lss =X ask me wad i b0ught t0day? hmmz i 0s0 dunn0e budden i g0rt buy b0a p0st cards ^o^, sh0e n er m0vie + eat + mich.zh0ng da present + stuffs... can't remember le =\ actually tt shuming supp0se c0me 0ut wif us cuz mich say his bdae den treat him eat swensens budden in e end tt t0opix pig sleep until dunn0e wad tym den nv see him at all in e end ish he muz treat us t0 ap0l0gise LOL.... xD wheee

mue t0day 0s0 g0rt watch m0vieee c0r 0men wah lia0z tt m0viee h0r n0 head n0 tail 1 0s0 dunn0 wads it is t0king abt i dunn0e much abt e st0ryline xcept g0rt 1 guy in e m0viee v cute =X LOL they all dun l0ok like thailand de l0ok k0rean lehss xP den e ger 0s0 quite pretty =) a bit like b0a ^o^

after m0vie we chi0ng g0 buy zh0ng pressie den me g0 mit bernie le.. yawnz tt time i `already v tired le still nid mit him >.< we 2 0s0 nth d0 walk here walk der see him eat his burger den we t0k n t0k n t0k le... =) he arh i bwg kip t0k crap de =x chan le la nxt wk nid mit ivan i 0s0 dunn0 wad t0 d0 =\ miee still s0 shy >.<

sh0ckedd..

2005-01-15T11:32:00.000+08:00

0mg t0day i f0und 0ut a sh0ckin` news wah liew i muz be c0ck eye sia id0lise dis type 0f pers0n.. myy gawk t0day i heard juan said he tw0-timer sia.. e m0z unbelievin` was e 2nd pers0n was hmm lets c0r her B... yuck his tastes sux even i think i prettier den her in every way =X l0lss i s0o thick-skin.. neway dunn0e truee an0rt dis news h0pe n0rt sia... ^o^

hahas anyway ytd sean met his gal 0f his dream l0lss perfect t0 e c0re 0f his expectati0ns fer example: dunch lyk bball, hate ah bengs, share c0mm0n g0als t0wards things ... blah blah blah BUDDEN she attached le wahhahahass t0o bad fer him in da m0rn he was whinnin` t0 mue LOL =x anyway she v pretty w0r pleasant-l0okin s0mem0re n0rt like s0me b****es in da sk0ol.. n0w sean g0rt his 0wn id0l in sk0ol le wahhahass s0 eu pe0ple 0ut der st0p all da rum0rs abt he n mue -.- it is DEFINATELY NOT POSSIBLE!!!!

0h yah ever since da day visit t0 srjc, ytd i met huiying n val wheee... den t0day i met jas n yh yipeee when i get d0wn bus tt time saw jasmine i ran n hug her again l0lss b0 pian miss m0ii la0p0 >.<

finally e week ended i s0o n0rt used t0 sk0ol sian1/2 every lecture i wan slp den i hate alm0z all e chers in sk0ol again =X argh in simple i hate sk0olin` =\ s0o damn tired ^o^

[.sean.] - g0od luck lehss l0lss ytd i bang seh eu was gud fer eu h0r ^o^

[.huiying.jasmine.val.yh.] - bleahss h0pe everyday see eu maybe nxt m0nday ish see all f0ur 0f eu l0lss

srjc.visit

2005-01-13T10:36:00.000+08:00

0mg guess wad t0day i went t0 srjc t0 visit huiying, jasmine, yinghui, valerie 0s0 saw peiyi n 0thers =) when i saw jasmine i was like "LAOPO" den run t0wards her n hug hug hehess... miss dem s0o0o much!!! s0bx wh0 ask me g0 m.i.... 0h yah der e dance grp quite nice they dance machi de hiph0p s0ng budden they all super hia0z 1 hia0z char b0 lai de... wah lau i g0 srjc den i find 0ur m.i even m0re pathetic jc is 100000 times much betta... =*(

after srjc we went t0 amk t0 get sean's idi0t f0ne budden t0o bad e ph0ne s0 l0usy until cann0rt accept m1 de sim card hahhass... anyway gud fer eu la can save $30 ^o^ nxt st0p was juncti0n 8 met a l0rt 0f pe0ple der t0o like irene, p0sh, weixuan, sara, j0hn, szekai, jas0n hmmm i think dun hab le bahx xP...aww th0ugh h0r we t0day 0nli walk here walk der nv d0 anything much budden mie cherish da time wif dem w0r =) n0thin` we d0 is b0rin` t0 me even th0ugh it is juz walkin n talking hehhess xD... well h0pe t0 be same jc as eu all after da 1st 3 mths =) ^o^

[.huiying.jasmine.yinghui.valerie.] - stay funky n c0ol lehss n m0z imp0rtant STAY IN TOUCH l0lss...

liz.bdae

2005-01-12T11:35:00.000+08:00

lalala t0day ish liz's 17 bdae wahh n0rt fair i juz turn 16 n0rt l0ng she 17 le s0bx >.< l0lss.. we sang her a bdae s0ng in e audit0rium plus her bdae present ish... tada her fav id0l in sch0ol jer0me da hp number LOL ^o^ when ask e guy number tt time liz s0 paiseh she ran 0ut 0f e audi n hide hahahs =X neway happie bdae liz may all ya wishes c0me truee =) remember e number h0rx 9474**** =X

sch0ol went 0n as usual budden after sk0ol me n celeste went t0 t0h tuck campus t0 learn dance ^o^ whee der e cher v farny budden he a bit girly =P den h0r wahh his warm up sessi0ns damn tirin` stretch here stretch der 0h yah e klz g0rt a used-t0-b-gymnast like m0ii n 0s0 ballet dances x) e dance damn sexy sia sway here shake der l0lss th0ugh it's 0nli 2 hrs budden it felt like h0urss 0mg s0 tirin` i 6pm i 0ff le went h0me wif m0ii new fren whee made new frens again... her name is c0r hmm i cant remmeber but i c0r her d0ry xP easier remember her real name is d0ry-sth... we t0k abt l0tsa stuffs fr0m gymnastics t0 m0ii br0 t0 permin hair t0 aiya l0tsa things hehex... reached h0me ard 7 plus s0bx s0mem0re da dance is 1 week 3 times OMG sure can die sia.. hahas budden nvm g0rt dance learn i happy le ^o^

0h yah after d0ry left after changin` bus i sp0tted a cute guy at e bus st0p 0mg wad is happenin` t0 mie.. suddenly i'm like s0o addicted t0 cute guys =x muhahahs i think i'm g0in krazy everywhere i g0 i sp0t cute guys l0lss.. me s0o attracted t0 dem n n0rt t0 d0s yanda0 type dunn0e whyiee =\ hahahs anyway mie = ugly ger n0o cute guys will 1 de ^o^

to [.shufang.n.westlife.] muhahhahas nah here's ur name n ur id0l grp name in m0ii webb LOL... SHUFANG n WESTLIFE xP nah ur wishes r fulfilled le hahhas...

new.klz

2005-01-11T10:48:00.000+08:00

yawnz t0dae s0o sad seperate klz le s0bx s0bx when i in klz i miss michelle, celeste, geline, liz s0bx.. sad lehss m0ii new klz n0 kick de n0rt s0 fun cuz i dunn0e e pe0ple der =\ lucky g0rt juan, n huiting, j0in muee~ ^o^ =)

hmmz i s0o tired until i s0rt 0f f0rg0rt wad happen in sk0ol besides lectures after lecfures ^o^ but i d0 remember tt liz n juan n their frens were krazy abt 1 guy in oGo5 hahahas.. they wan a piece 0f jer0me l0lss.. he n0rt bad quite yanda0 den t0day they were like jer0me! jer0me! l0lss bthz.. descripti0n 0f him he's tall, dark n hands0me x) yepp dis descripti0n fits him ^o^

after sk0ol me mich n sean went t0 th0ms0n plaza fer lunch n t0 sh0p fer sean's specs.. wahh guess h0w much ish his specs $300 0.o he s0t 1 everything buy ish branded stuffs n his specs r fr0m 0akley [er did i get it right?] myy gawk! s0o damn ex budden nvm lar he's rich it's peanuts t0 him xD hehes... miee 0s0 b0ught s0methin fer m0ii br0's bdae.. it's a c0llecti0n 0f The Mr.Men n Little Miss Treasury muhahahahs.. [juz fer ur inf0 m0ii br0 is currently sec 3 already in R.I] n i b0ught him tt b0ok hahahs.. HeY tts a nice b0ok!!! mich was readin it n laughin her head off l0l when i was y0ung i l0vee t0 watch their sh0ws n read e b0oks >.< great b0ok i definately rec0mmend it LOL ^o^

[.4j//2oo4] once again I MISS EU ALL SO MUCH SOBX!!

[.michelle.celeste.geline.liz.] n0rt t0 b jeal0us i miss eu 4 t0o ^o^ still muz stay 2gether h0r =)

[.huiying.jasmine.yinghui.valerie.] 0mg eu 4 die til wher s0bx s0bx s0 bz wif jc har hurhur s0o l0ng nv chat wif all 4 0f eu le =*(

specs.br0ke

2005-01-09T01:33:00.000+08:00

wheee i'm here t0 bl0g again ytd nv bl0g cuz i t0o tired ZzZ... tell eu all 1 thing t0day is a bright sunny day when i w0ke up, i brush m0ii teeth, wash m0ii face, den when i take my specs i br0ke it -.- arghh n0w usin` m0ii 0ld specs l0ok even m0re t0ot den da new 0ne =\ s0bx..

ytd was quite a fun day budden 0nce again it's tirin`... in da m0rn ard 9 m0ii jie mich c0r n wake me up ask mie g0 mit her n 0ther peeps cuzx actually we plannin` g0 sent0sa.. when i reach heartland mall they tell mie cuz rainin` den cancel -.- l0l i shld have slept l0nger hahahs... nvm la at least g0tta mit s0 pe0ple i nv l0ng nv see le they r l0uis, danny, andy =)0h yah i sua gu again 1st tym eat breakfast at captain's c0ok den wif l0uis n andy ard e breakfast v enj0yable 1 cuz they 2 kip j0ke here j0ke der... izzit true tt waffles e b0xes h0r is der f0r us t0 put ice-cream inside 1? den e lines is fer us t0 cut 1? i dunn0e budden l0uis say s0, s0 i f0ll0w n0r mayb ish he make fun 0f mie 1 budden nvm la i s0 gulible l0ls.. actually i stayed wif dem fer a while den i went m`sia lerss... ^o^ sh0ppin` again fer me hehehss... guess wad i b0ught a few stuffs n m0ii BRA muhahhas.. [wei sean take n0te i g0rt wear de h0r =x hahhas] 0h yah ytd 0s0 e day m0ii br0 c0me back fr0m 0bs... wahh seh n0rt fair de when i came h0me fr0m 0bs during sec 3 me l0ok cha0 ta den h0r me g0 der gain 3 kg =X n0tice is GAIN n0rt l0se whiee? cuz everyb0dy give mie their snacks t0 eat becuz they n0e i like =X hahahs.. m0ii br0 e team m0re p0wer n0r their 1st day 0bs finish half e rati0n le -.- dunn0e h0w they survive fer 5 days sia me wan st0p bl0g le cuz ltr i g0in` 0ut t0 buy miee new f0ne ^o^ n mie c0nverse sh0e ^o^ [h0pefully s0 ltr i drag until last minute cant buy] lalala~ ^o^

sad.day

2005-01-08T10:19:00.000+08:00

haiss t0day damn sad sia, early in m0rning h0r me sk0ol da fren c0r mich tell miee 1 sad news LOL... she say m0ii 'id0l' g0rt gf le make mie s0o sad hahahs... neway i dunch care 0nli 'id0lise' him >.< after sk0ol mie when t0 meet michelle n0rt mie sk0ol 1 an0ther michelle dis 1 m0ii best best jiemei =)we b0th g0 c0llect pay wheee... g0rt m0ney le budden s0on will g0ne again cuz take t0 buy m0ii f0ne xP bleahss... n 0nce again whenever i g0 0ut wif her we sure take ne0print same venue same machine l0lss budden t0day special w0rr mie 1st tym tye hair take ne0print xD hehess... 0k la n0rt bad i'm as cute as ever =X hahahs jkjk... i shall p0st m0ii ugly face wif m0i tied up hair let eu all see =) dis 1 very rare w0r...

0h n i f0und 0ut 1 m0re thing wah seh i kn0w m0ii jie michelle s0 l0ng n0w den i n0e her family ish 0pen antique cl0ck sh0p de!!!! wad kind 0f mei am i h0r s0o many yrs le t0day den n0e =Xx her small br0 shawnshawn damn cute sia attitude 0s0 same as her de hahas their wh0le hse ~~paikia~~ err i mean 'guaikia' *ltr she bite me* =X den h0r her sh0p g0rt a l0t grandfather grandm0ther n l0ts 0f 0ther interestin` cl0ckss.. e m0z interestin` thing in da sh0p is de ermm i dunn0 c0r wad last time 0ld fashi0n radi0 lyk g0rt 1 trumpet and if put s0mes0rt 0f needle 0nt0 e disc it will play music... i sua gu sia 1st tym realli seen it den i was starin` at it like idi0t w0nderin` h0w da music c0me 0ut l0l =X besides dis t0day i ate lunch @ swensens' >.< yumyum delici0us n super full e banana crumble ice-cream super super sweet i eat until scared le... den h0r when i wan help m0ii jie squeeze e lem0n fer da fish-n-chips i squeeze until wh0le lem0n fly =\ dunn0e why i am s0o clumsy as ever =*( actually m0ii everyday life very dull de n0thin` interestin n fun 1 =\ everyday i study study study see i s0 guai xD hehehss... awww ain't i studi0us n self-deciplined?!? =X hahhas 0k la all i crap de in reality i am a super lazy pers0n wh0 sleeps in every lecture >.<

seperate.class

2005-01-07T10:01:00.000+08:00

yawnz an0ther b0rin` day has passed... t0day mie sk0ol start teach le den fr0m t0day til nxt wed everyday is mass lecture meanin` LECTURE AFTER LECTURE OMG.... lala aiy0 i 0s0 nth write lehss hmmm i n0e le let eu all see a script written by seam! i put 0ut 0riginal de exactly wad he wr0te..

Gay-id0l: hi!!

Jessalyn: BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA BLABBY BLA

Sean ( in e backgrd ): OEI!! What you doing.. Say hi back.. He said hi!

Jessalyn: BLA BLA BLABBY BLA BLA (then runs away leaving a trail of noise)

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s0 tts wad e scenari0 was like ytd.. cuz h0r when he t0k t0 m0ii 'id0l' he started wif "der dis is da gurl...." anyb0dy n0rmal reacti0n hear le sure zha0 1 right? s0 n0rt mie fault =X

)h yah an0ther thingy, e klz list ish 0ut n h0r tMd.. i different klz wif sean n m0ii 'id0l' !!!! sad h0r mie in klz 5 sean in 7 m0ii 'id0l' in 6!!! 0h h0pes he transfer t0 m0ii klz =XX LOL.... en h0r m0ii sk0ol g0rt 1 ger c0r.. hmm lets c0r her A she l0ok like 0ne 0f my ex-w0rkplace da pe0ple name jennifer... den h0r her attitude en her acti0ns wah machiam same same 1 n0r w0nder they twins n0rt sia same face same acti0n.. I HATE HER dunch ask miee why mayb cuz she reminds me 0f jennifer... and lucky A SHE NORT IN MOII KLZ ONLI SAME OG gr0up nia... *heng*

t0 m0ii fell0w frens:

[.huiying.jasmine.yinghui.valerie.] : 0h i miss eu ~~guys~~ er i mean gurls >.< haizz h0pe t0 be in ur sch0ol sia eu 4 s0 g0od same sk0ol xcept mie s0bx :( friendss.f0rever kkaes? Miss all 0f eu s0 muchiess *muackz*

[.michelle.jie.] : s0bx s0bx eu g0od la @ hm slp i g0 sch0ol!!!! lucky 2ml n saturday g0rt mit eu if n0rt dunn0e when g0rt time again lerss >.<

[.4j//2oo4.] : t0 miee klz 4j still r0x bez klz ever in my WHOLE LIFE!!!

[.michelle.celeste.lisel.angeline.] : s0bx seperate le all g0 diff klz neway still same sk0ol can lerss xD l0lss...

wake.early

2005-01-06T21:58:00.000+08:00

muhahahs n0w ish v early in m0rn w0r n0w fer sk0ol time i wake up v early le =\ all sean's fault ask me mit up s0o early in m0rn g0 sk0ol 2gether =( last time h0r i pig de lehss everyday wake up 7 0s0 wun late budden n0w lehs wake up 5 plus 0s0 will late!!! WHAT KINd of l0gic ish dis !?!?! dis tells us t0 wake up late nxt time s0o eu wun late >.< hahasss... i g0 sk0ol n0w le sianzz.... mass lecture... ZzZz....

new.tagb0ard.new.image

2005-01-06T11:52:00.000+08:00

=) i shifted da webbie t0 here n0w h0pe every0ne like e lay0ut n stuffs d0 give c0mments in e d0odleb0ard w0r xD 0h yah me change da ta b0ard t0 d0odle b0ard cuz it screw up s0o it's c0mpletely empty n0w pleaze help to fill it =P thankss

n0e.nich0las.name >.<

2005-01-06T09:45:00.000+08:00

LALALA since i'm s0o happie t0day i g0nna bl0g whee... me gud m0od becuz h0r hehess in m0ii sch0ol g0rt 1 guy e eyes l0ok like m0ii id0l xiah!!! den 0mg i fr0m ytd since saw him 1st time i kept peep at him le =X mie bec0me peepin` t0m le la hahahs... cuz i dunn0e his name s0o whenever i see him afar i will 0u xiang 0u xiang t0 miee new fren michelle l0lss.. like krazie w0man like tt =X den ytd 0s0 return t0 mayfl0wer ma den i tell all m0ii frens abt my 'id0l' w0rr i id0l fever n0w xD 0mg he n0rt very very yanda0 la budden he cute n0r >.< den m0i k0rk0r sean he help me find 0ut his name wheee... he c0r .... shh dunch tell eu =Pp en h0r he say hi t0 miee lehss budden sad i t0t when sean t0k t0 him tt time he wanna exp0se m0ii secret!! LOL den i zha0 s0 he say hi i nv hi back da0 himm =*( SoBx.. 0h yah t0day take f0t0 tt time g0rt 1 idi0tic malay ger damn hia0z 1 he g0 hug m0ii 'id0l' when take f0t0 w0rr den sean en mie watching den me face v v angry LOL i s0o sad sia tt time wan cry [l0lss jkjk nia wad fer cry fer small things l0lss he 0s0 n0rt mie real id0l >.<] muhahahs...

i s0o l0ng nv bl0g den when start bl0g kip sayin my 'id0l' le =x

hahass n0w t0k abt m0ii sch mi 0r ci.. it's a 3 yr jc sk0ol lai de den the building der wah DAMN LAN 0ldd until cann0rt 0ld 90 yrs le 0.0 scary sia e wall u b0x 1 time g0rt water fl0w 0ut de scary... den e pe0ple der hmm s0s0 la budden i g0rt make new frenz >.<>miee, mich, celeste, liz, huiting, zhijuan =)all very nice de gurls lai de.... oh yah stil g0rt gelin 'n' her grp de xD g0d i s0o tired n0w i g0 slp le =D t0m0rr0w start mass lecture le =(( h0pe nxt thurs klz list c0me 0ut i wif either m0ii frens, sean 0r m0ii.... 'IDOL' LOL

dulan.chers.abt.prelim

2004-10-26T06:00:00.000+08:00

0kaeys th0ugh i v l0ng nv tag le but i nth say except SOME MF TEACHER SUX damn them la 0.05 marks 0s0 dun wan give mie hai me cann0t g0 jc ask them G0 t0 hell!!! ka0z pissed mie 0ff sia.... damn thats the end 0f this bl0g t00 angry t0 write nem0re lers.

sadden.by.results

2004-09-23T05:58:00.000+08:00

sadd sadd sadd i'm s0o sadd... haix t0opix prelim exam i die le n0rss when me marmee c m0i results... m0i a maths n chemistry CONFIRM last in klz + fail 0s0 le... [budden mie chemistry is h0peless 1 fr0m pure dr0p sub still s0 lan >.<] helpp meee s0bx s0bx s0bx my a maths paper 1 g0rt 22/80 LOL can eu all belief it hahass... dunn0e dis tym r0und m0i prelim L1R5 h0w muchiess le sian 1/2 think 20++ le hmm mayb even 30 [CHOY!!!]..... hmm h0pe h0pe m0i 0 lvl n0rt s0 chan s0o i muz start study le =(.... study = n0o time slp + slack SAD h0rx newayss i g0ing slp n0w le tata g0nexz..

mel.jas0n.bdae

2004-09-22T12:45:00.000+08:00

hMpF ppl c0mplain my pic t0o ugly especially sean u wan die arhss like dat say t0 ur meix wan hurt my small lit` preci0us heart izzit?! muhahahss... wah juz came back fr0m k-b0x n stuff n fr0m celebratin9 da tw0 peeps bdae they're me0w-vin n` jas0n.... happie birthdae t0 y0u guys h0pe u 2 hab sweet sixteen *giggless*.. t0dae @ k-b0x bthz sia g0rt liting`, j0anna n` changtai.... b00k all da s0ng can lia0z l0lss they kip 0n singin n singin dunn0e where get da energy fr0m de heyys i'm n0rt sayin they're singing sux they sing veri veri nice sia... budden alwaes S.H.E marath0n, F.I.R marath0n, Jay marath0n l0lss i sh0u bu lia0z lerss... 0h yah did i menti0n t0dae 0s0 0fficial prelim 0va dae hahass BUDDEN 2mL get back results wa la0 de s0 xia0 xin9 1 dae happie happie nia n0rt fun @ all... 0kaes lah t0dae me enj0y mie-self n0rt 0nli k-b0x when eat da ramen 0s0 g0rt 1 n0isy birdy keep chirp chirp besidess mie telling LAME j0kes n n0 need guess le it's e 0ne n 0nli changtai!!!

g0rt 1 lame j0ke g0es like dis la i translate budden me languages sux

dEr was 0nce a village, the pe0ple der neber c b4 animal 0ne

den there g0rt 1 z0o 0s0 v. lit` pe0ple visit de [dunn0e why]

0ne dae da villagers decided t0 g0 t0 da z0o n c animals [arb0 see pe0ple mehz]

a drag0n suddenly landed at da fr0nt gate

becuz ppl c him v. big they all run away

onli an elder [0ne n 0nli 0ne] walks sl0wly t0wards da gate

e elder ask ppl dun t0uch him but can see 0nli [t0uch muz pay m0ney l0lss]

the pe0ple den st0p n l00k @ drag0n carefully

they all agreed very nice

0nli 1 man c e drag0n can fly n g0rt scales v. prettie s0 accidentally t0uch!!!!

suddenly e drag0n wake up n r0ar "izzit u t0uch me 1?!"

e man was very scared n run away

Guess wad did e drag0n say n d0 t0 him?

The answer very lame n0r is the drag0n reply "y0u t0uch mie i t0uch eu back" lame h0r... still g0rt a l0t m0re lamer den dis 0ne budden i 4get le >.< *yawnss i s0o sleepy h0pe can c0nt write mie bl0g regulary cuz mie marmee kip pluck 0ut my m0dem =.= s0bx... whenever der's sth sad der's 0s0 sth v farny w0rth laughin n tt's weekuang da lips LOL super red sia after eating da EXTRA EXTRA HOT ramen den his lips freakin' swell hahass like shuqi de le v thick n of cuz SEXY!!! i even take a f0t0 0f it u all see lia0z sure luff de if wanna c get it fr0m weekuang hp hahass... i 2ml wan see h0w he g0 sch0ol hahass... s0 next tym h0r eu all wanna make lips sexy g0 eat da extra spicy n h0t ramen c0mfirm 100% guarantee lips thick, red n slushy LOL >.< OH YA!! everyb0dy read m0i bl0g muz help me pray t0m0rr0w my results muz be g00d cuz my marmee n daddie sae wan see results *argh chan le la...

bl0g.finish

2004-09-20T08:20:00.000+08:00

yeah finally make finish dis t0opix bl0g wah s0 damn tiring but all thankies t0 dd0lliess.aka.melissa t0dae 0s0 dis chi0bu da bdae w0rss =).... haiss but here's da bad news sianss le n0rss even th0ught da prelim finally end BUT dun feel happie lehs cuz g0t O LEVELS wahs thinkin 0f it makes mie sian 1/2 le s0 sad y we muz study harr... okaes la study 0s0 can but why muz exam >=( i dunch lyk exams cuz exam = study m0re =.=)